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- Narrated by: Jorjeana Marie, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
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Here is what happens when your mother dies. It's the brightest day of summer and it's dark outside. It's dark in your house, dark in your room, and dark in your heart. You feel like the darkness is going to split you apart. That's how it feels for Tiger. It's always been Tiger and her mother against the world. Then, on a day like any other, Tiger's mother dies. And now it's Tiger, alone. Here is how you learn to make friends with the dark.
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It hit home (losing a loved one)
- By K.P. on 10-03-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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You'd Be Home Now
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Knippen, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 11 mins
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For all of Emory's life she's been told who she is. In town she's the rich one—the great-great-granddaughter of the mill's founder. At school she's hot Maddie Ward's younger sister. And at home, she's the good one, her stoner older brother Joey's babysitter. Everything was turned on its head, though, when she and Joey were in the car accident that killed Candy MontClaire. The car accident that revealed just how bad Joey's drug habit was.
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Another MUST READ By Kathleen Glasgow
- By Pippy13 on 12-17-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Every Last Word
- By: Tamara Ireland Stone
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 8 hrs and 15 mins
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Samantha McAllister looks just like the rest of the popular girls in her junior class. But hidden beneath the straightened hair and expertly applied makeup is a secret that her friends would never understand: Sam has purely obsessional OCD and is consumed by a stream of dark thoughts and worries that she can't turn off. Second-guessing every move, thought, and word makes daily life a struggle, and it doesn't help that her lifelong friends will turn toxic at the first sign of a wrong outfit, wrong lunch, or wrong crush.
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Nothing Special
- By FanB14 on 08-22-15
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Girl in Pieces
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 10 hrs and 42 mins
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Charlotte Davis is in pieces. At 17 she's already lost more than most people do in a lifetime. But she's learned how to forget. The broken glass washes away the sorrow until there is nothing but calm. You don't have to think about your father and the river. Your best friend, who is gone forever. Or your mother, who has nothing left to give you. Every new scar hardens Charlie's heart just a little more, yet it still hurts so much. It hurts enough to not care anymore, which is sometimes what has to happen before you can find your way back from the edge.
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Touching, Sobering, Fascinating
- By Wendi on 05-31-17
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Leo
- By: Mia Sheridan
- Narrated by: Maxine Mitchell, Joe Arden
- Length: 7 hrs and 43 mins
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Evie and Leo met in foster care as children and formed a bond of friendship. As they grew, their bond turned to love, and they vowed to make a life together when they turned 18 and were no longer a part of the system.
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I WAS RIVETED TO EVERY WONDERFUL WORD
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 05-25-15
By: Mia Sheridan
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Adelaide
- A Novel
- By: Genevieve Wheeler
- Narrated by: Caitlin Kelly
- Length: 10 hrs and 15 mins
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For twenty-six-year-old Adelaide Williams, an American living in dreamy London, meeting Rory Hughes was like a lightning bolt out of the blue: this charming Englishman was The One she wasn’t even looking for. Does he respond to texts? Honor his commitments? Make advance plans? Sometimes, rarely, and no, not at all. But when he shines his light on her, the world makes sense, and Adelaide is convinced that, in his heart, he’s fallen just as deeply as she has. Then, when Rory is rocked by an unexpected tragedy, Adelaide does everything in her power to hold him together.
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Fair warning…
- By Katie McKinley on 04-20-23
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
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Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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How it feels to float
- By Tom on 02-21-23
By: Helena Fox
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I Could Live Here Forever
- A Novel
- By: Hanna Halperin
- Narrated by: Megan Trout
- Length: 9 hrs and 11 mins
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When Leah Kempler meets Charlie Nelson in line at the grocery store, their attraction is immediate and intense. Charlie, with his big feelings and grand proclamations of love, captivates her completely. But there are peculiarities of his life—he’s older than her but lives with his parents; he meets up with a friend at odd hours of the night; he sleeps a lot and always seems to be coming down with something. He confesses that he’s a recovering heroin addict, but he promises Leah that he’s never going to use again.
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Profound
- By Anonymous User on 05-03-23
By: Hanna Halperin
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Only Love Can Hurt Like This
- By: Paige Toon
- Narrated by: Gemma Whelan, Jared Zeus
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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When Wren realizes her fiancé is in love with someone else, she thinks her heart will never recover. On the other side of the world, Anders lost his wife four years ago and is still struggling to move on. Wren hopes that spending the summer with her dad and step-family on their farm in Indiana will help her to heal. There, amid the cornfields and fireflies, she and Anders cross paths and their worlds are turned upside-down again.
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All the feels
- By Jacquelyn on 05-30-23
By: Paige Toon
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That's Not What Happened
- By: Kody Keplinger
- Narrated by: Whitney Dykhouse, Megan Tusing, Almarie Guerra, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
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It’s been three years since the Virgil County High School Massacre. Three years since my best friend, Sarah, was killed in a bathroom stall during the mass shooting. Everyone knows Sarah’s story - that she died proclaiming her faith. But it’s not true. I know because I was with her when she died. I didn’t say anything then, and people got hurt because of it. Now Sarah’s parents are publishing a book about her, so this might be my last chance to set the record straight. Except Sarah’s martyrdom is important to a lot of people, people who don’t take kindly to what I’m trying to do.
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✫✫ 3.5 Stars ✫✫
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 10-04-18
By: Kody Keplinger
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Suicide Notes
- By: Michael Thomas Ford
- Narrated by: Barrett Leddy
- Length: 6 hrs and 35 mins
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Fifteen-year-old Jeff wakes up on New Year’s Day to find himself in the hospital—specifically, in the psychiatric ward. Despite the bandages on his wrists, he’s positive this is all some huge mistake. Jeff is perfectly fine, perfectly normal; not like the other kids in the hospital with him. But over the course of the next forty-five days, Jeff begins to understand why he ended up here—and realizes he has more in common with the other kids than he thought.
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Extremely problematic
- By Pink Amy on 01-04-24
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The Lies We Told
- By: Camilla Way
- Narrated by: Sally Scott, Patience Tomlinson
- Length: 11 hrs and 1 min
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Beth has always known there was something strange about her daughter, Hannah. The lack of emotion, the disturbing behavior, the apparent delight in hurting others.... Luke comes from the perfect family, with the perfect parents. But one day, he disappears without a trace, and his girlfriend, Clara, is desperate to discover what has happened to him. As Clara digs into the past, she realizes no family is truly perfect and uncovers a link between Luke's long-lost sister and a strange girl named Hannah. Now Luke's life is in danger because of the lies once told and the secrets once kept.
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Wow. Highly Recommended Mystery/Thriller
- By Jenn on 10-16-18
By: Camilla Way
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Paperweight
- By: Meg Haston
- Narrated by: Mandy Siegfried
- Length: 8 hrs and 8 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Stevie is trapped. In her life. And now in an eating-disorder treatment center on the dusty outskirts of the New Mexico desert. Life in the center is regimented and intrusive, a nightmare come true. Nurses and therapists watch Stevie at mealtime, accompany her to the bathroom, and challenge her to eat the foods she's worked so hard to avoid.
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The Fake Southern Accent? Yeeeeesh!
- By Daryl on 06-30-17
By: Meg Haston
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- Rachel
- 02-23-24
Thank you.
I picked up The Way I Used To Be years ago and come back to it every few months to not feel alone. I always liked that Eden got to be fully complex and make mistakes that aren’t treated as nails in the coffin.
I was scared to pick up the sequel because I feared it would all be whittled down to something trite or focused solely on the trial (forgive me, I am learning to trust again).
I love that we got to hear what was going on in Josh’s eyes and also flesh him out more as a whole person.
It’s a deeply satisfying and inspiring follow up to a book I never expected to have a follow up.
(Don’t let anyone badger you into another sequel, should you feel you have nothing more to add. Your points were made eloquently, compassionately, and profoundly. Thank you.)
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- Amanda
- 11-11-23
She did it again
Could not stop listening! They grew so much! I wish it would have ended a little different.... Hopefully book 3 is in the works!
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- Juliana Friedman
- 02-04-24
Pretty good
I loved the characters. The narration was fantastic. Why do you make me use 15 words when I am a woman a few words? 
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- Anonymous User
- 04-19-24
Amazing book
I love both of these books so so much. A great story and brings insight to something so many experience.
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- Amazon customer
- 11-09-23
Loved it!
I wish there was an epilogue! She developed these characters so much more, and they became so real to me. I felt like I knew them. It’s hard to believe someone as thoughtful and level headed as Josh really exists, but it certainly was a page turner. I think everyone needs a Josh in their lives in one way or another. That’s for sure.
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- Joanna Laurx
- 11-12-23
Listened in One Sitting
This was the perfect sequel. I couldn’t stop listening! If you liked the first book, you definitely need to read or listen to this one.
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- telene monteverde
- 12-10-23
Changed my life?
After this I feel so heavy with emotion and so free at the same time
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- Danielle Bartley
- 05-31-24
Just the genuine realness of her continued struggles following reporting it to police. It doesn’t go away.
Honestly it was the fact that I didn’t know if it was a guilty verdict or not but I also realize that for Eden and other survivors, that might not be the point; at least not in that moment.
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- Brit
- 11-29-23
Didn’t know I needed.
Reading the first book was difficult for me. I bought it red part of it and I couldn’t handle it then few years later I was able to listen to it and I’m glad I did as someone who has been in this situation and reacted very similar. It brought me peace that I didn’t know I needed. “ he didn’t ask” The simple words….
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- Amanda
- 12-19-23
Relationships
I didn't enjoy this one as much as The Way I Used To Be but greatful for how it ended. I also appreciate the different perspectives.
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