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If Only I Had Told Her

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Tyler Darby, Gina Rogers
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Publisher's summary

An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han.

If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.

Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.

Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?

Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.

Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

©2024 Laura Nowlin (P)2024 Tantor

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HEARTBREAKING

I needed more closure than I got. Soooo heartbreaking. Really good get your tears out kinda read. I would’ve really loved to see Autumn grow friendships more so.

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A great companion novel

I love this book, it was a great companion to the original book. I do wish that Finny’s section has be longer but otherwise a great title.

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Such a Great Book!

This book provided me with the closure I needed! This is a great story. An absolute emotional experience but one I am glade I went through.

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The ache

The ache of a heartbreak. FInny’s part broke me; his last few moments with Autumn. Jack’s part obliterated me completely. The way he felt was so real because I’ve been through all those feelings. I love that Autumn matured through this. Overall this book was the closure we needed.

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beautiful.

This book was the most beautiful story ive ever read. i went through heartbreak, grief, love, and acceptance all while reading this book. i would recommend. it’s so good

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the dealings of life and death

ironically, when I chose the book I read the first one. I was looking for something g cheesy and romantic, cause I am dealing with my own grief. My mother died April 15 and my grandson died from SIDS May 1st. This book touched on what I'm feeling or what I was trying to escape. I am grateful this book found me when It did

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Eloquently written and heart wrenching yet hopeful all in one!

Eloquently written and the grieving process for each character. WOW. I couldn’t stop crying, I related so much in a way; I’m floored with the writing, the way it all ebbed and flowed, and how each character has grown to be a part of my heart, and I’m so grateful the author pursued writing this book. THANK YOU. It all came at a time where I’ve been grieving someone so close to me so the aftermath of it all felt so real, so tangible! I am currently crying, but grateful I get to read such a wonderful, thought out, and beautiful work.

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I miss Finn

I enjoyed the point of view of Finn. it wasn't as nearly as sad as the first one, but it was so nice to give Finn a proper goodbye.

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So perfectly written, loved every word

Perfect book if your looking for to dive into the world of your dreams or reality

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I got closure I guess.

I missed the characters, I like the way it gave us Phinneas POV and enjoyed the emotions of his closest friends. I cried a lot too. Because I’m nosey, I want more of their lives, but I guess it’s enough for closure… I just hate saying goodbye to characters in a book.

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