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Narrated by:
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Ramón De Ocampo
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Cassandra Campbell
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By:
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Courtney Cole
About this listen
Reminiscent of the beloved novels by Mary Kubica and Jodi Picoult comes a chilling portrayal of a son’s addiction and its harrowing effects on both him and his mother from New York Times best-selling author Courtney Cole.
There comes a time when offering your life for your child’s doesn’t work, when you realize that it’ll never be enough.
The cold needle in his warm vein was a welcome comfort to my son at first. But then it became the monster that kept us apart.
Heroin lied, and my son believed. It took him to a world where the last year didn’t happen, to a place where his father was still alive. What Beck didn’t understand was that it couldn’t bring his father back from the dead. It couldn’t take away his pain, not permanently.
You think it can’t happen to you, that your kids, your family, will never be in this situation.
I thought that too. But you’re wrong.
Step into our world, and see for yourself.
Watch my golden boy become a slave to this raging epidemic. Watch me try and save him.
Drug addiction comes with a price.
Trust me, you’re not equipped to pay it.
Don’t miss this heartwrenching, evocative, yet hopeful novel - it will leave you forever changed.
©2018 Courtney Cole (P)2018 Simon & SchusterListeners also enjoyed...
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From the moment Ben and June met in a hospital waiting room on New Year’s Eve, their love has seemed fated. Looking back at all the tiny, unlikely decisions that brought them together, it was easy to believe their relationship was special. But now, after several years of marriage, June is struggling as a new mom. At times, she wonders about the life she didn’t choose—what might have been if she hadn’t given up the lead role in a famous ballet to start a family. Feeling like a bad mom and more alone than ever, she writes to her deceased mother, hoping for a sign of what she should do next.
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Very real, very raw view into life
- By Ashley Kimble on 08-10-22
By: Alex Kiester
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Every Moment Since
- A Novel
- By: Marybeth Mayhew Whalen
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell, George Newbern, Kirby Heyborne, and others
- Length: 9 hrs and 48 mins
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Everyone in Wynotte, North Carolina, knows the name Davy Malcor. Knows the video clip of him juggling four balls, "All at the very same time!" Knows the Marty McFly jacket his mother made for his birthday that he wore proudly, and often. But no one knows what happened to him the night he went missing more than twenty years ago. When the jacket is unexpectedly uncovered, the cold case reopens, and Davy's family is thrust into yet another media storm. But at the heart of the story are four people forever changed by one single night.
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A Life of Regret
- By Linda Parvin Hutchinson on 10-05-24
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Wilderness Reform
- A Novel
- By: Matt Query, Harrison Query
- Narrated by: Todd Menesses
- Length: 13 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Thirteen-year-old Ben is sent to a remote reform program for troubled teens by a juvenile court judge. But when he arrives at the camp, located on the edge of the vast wilderness of northwestern Montana, he immediately recognizes that there is something off about the counselors. They’re too friendly and upbeat…yet Ben can tell there’s an undercurrent of menace. As he gets to know the boys in his cabin, he soon discovers that they each have far more going for them than whatever crime landed them there.
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Awful narrator ssssslllllloooowww
- By chris on 07-08-24
By: Matt Query, and others
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The Catalogue of Shipwrecked Books
- Christopher Columbus, His Son, and the Quest to Build the World's Greatest Library
- By: Edward Wilson-Lee
- Narrated by: Richard Trinder
- Length: 11 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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The Catalogue of Shipwrecked Books tells the story of the first and greatest visionary of the print age, a man who saw how the explosive expansion of knowledge and information generated by the advent of the printing press would entirely change the landscape of thought and society. He also happened to be Christopher Columbus’ illegitimate son.
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Erudite. Stimulating. Rewarding.
- By R. P. RIBEYRE on 10-26-20
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Lot Six
- A Memoir
- By: David Adjmi
- Narrated by: Micky Shiloah
- Length: 12 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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Moving from the glamour and dysfunction of 1970s Brooklyn, to the sybaritic materialism of Reagan’s 1980s to post-9/11 New York, Lot Six offers a quintessentially American tale of an outsider striving to reshape himself in the funhouse mirror of American culture. Adjmi’s memoir is a genre-bending Künstlerroman in the spirit of Charles Dickens and Alison Bechdel, a portrait of the artist in the throes of a life and death crisis of identity.
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stunned silence
- By S. Mcwatters on 11-01-20
By: David Adjmi
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Unspeakable Home
- A Novel
- By: Ismet Prcic
- Narrated by: Ismet Prcic
- Length: 9 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
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A linguistically adventurous, structurally ambitious, and emotionally brave odyssey, Unspeakable Home takes us through the memories and confessions of our refugee narrator as he reflects on his bomb-ravaged childhood, the implosion of his relationships, and an agonizing battle with alcoholism. As multiple narrators surface in fragments with increasingly tenuous connections to reality, Prcic unearths the psychological cost of exile and shame with a roving, kinetic energy and a sharp, searching sense of humor.
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Really engaging to listen to
- By Steve B on 09-02-24
By: Ismet Prcic
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Please See Us
- By: Caitlin Mullen
- Narrated by: Corey Brill, Piper Goodeve, Hillary Huber, and others
- Length: 11 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Summer has come to Atlantic City but the boardwalk is empty of tourists, the casino lights have dimmed, and two Jane Does are laid out in the marshland behind the Sunset Motel, just west of town. Only one person even knows they’re there. Meanwhile, Clara, a young boardwalk psychic, struggles to attract clients for the tarot readings that pay her rent. When she begins to experience very real and disturbing visions, she suspects they could be related to the recent cases of women gone missing in town.
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Not very good
- By RueRue on 04-03-20
By: Caitlin Mullen
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The Wrong Kind of Woman
- A Novel
- By: Sarah McCraw Crow
- Narrated by: Andi Arndt
- Length: 8 hrs and 25 mins
- Unabridged
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In late 1970, Oliver Desmarais drops dead in his front yard while hanging Christmas lights. In the year that follows, his widow, Virginia, struggles to find her place on the campus of the elite New Hampshire men’s college where Oliver was a professor. While Virginia had always shared her husband’s prejudices against the four outspoken, never-married women on the faculty — dubbed the Gang of Four by their male counterparts — she now finds herself depending on them, even joining their work to bring the women’s movement to Clarendon College.
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Flashback to the ‘70’s
- By RueRue on 06-30-24
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Blood on Their Hands
- Murder, Corruption, and the Fall of the Murdaugh Dynasty
- By: Mandy Matney
- Narrated by: Mandy Matney
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Years before the name Alex Murdaugh was splashed across every major media outlet in America, local South Carolina journalist Mandy Matney had an instinct that something wasn’t right in the Lowcountry. The powerful Murdaugh dynasty had dominated rural South Carolina for generations. No one dared to cross them.
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Disappointed and Very frustrating
- By Annie on 11-21-23
By: Mandy Matney
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On the Move
- The Overheating Earth and the Uprooting of America
- By: Abrahm Lustgarten
- Narrated by: Patrick Lawlor
- Length: 10 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Humanity is on the precipice of a great climate migration, and Americans will not be spared. Tens of millions of people are likely to be driven from the places they call home. Poorer communities will be left behind, while growth will surge in the cities and regions most attractive to climate refugees. America will be changed utterly.
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Grimly satisfying
- By Paul in Tucson on 09-14-24
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The Hopkins Manuscript
- A Novel
- By: R.C. Sherriff
- Narrated by: Nicholas Boulton, Lameece Issaq
- Length: 11 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Edgar Hopkins is a retired math teacher with a strong sense of self-importance, whose greatest pride is winning poultry-breeding contests. When not meticulously caring for his Bantam, Edgar is an active member of the British Lunar Society. Thanks to that affiliation, Edgar becomes one of the first people to learn that the moon is on a collision course with the earth. Members of the society are sworn to secrecy, but eventually the moon begins to loom so large in the sky that the truth can no longer be denied.
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A cosy catastrophe masterpiece
- By Jim Harris on 01-09-23
By: R.C. Sherriff
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Privilege
- A Novel
- By: Mary Adkins
- Narrated by: Caitlin Kelly, Adenrele Ojo, Sophie Amoss, and others
- Length: 11 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Carter University: “The Harvard of the South.” Annie Stoddard was the smartest girl in her small public high school in Georgia, but now that she’s at Carter, it feels like she’s got “Scholarship Student” written on her forehead. Bea Powers put aside misgivings about attending college in the South as a biracial student to take part in Carter’s Justice Scholars program. Their lives - and barista Stayja York's - intersect unexpectedly when Annie accuses fourth-year student Tyler Brand of sexual assault, and Bea is assigned as Tyler’s student advocate.
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maybe Im not the right audience
- By Kelly on 08-30-21
By: Mary Adkins
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Iced
- A Novel
- By: Ray Shell
- Narrated by: James Shippy
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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First published at the height of the crack cocaine epidemic thirty years ago, Ray Shell’s “powerhouse” (Maya Angelou) of a novel is as timely and relevant today as it was in 1994. It is the story of Cornelius Washington, a young upper-middle-class Black man blessed with burning talent and ambition, who enjoys experimenting with drugs—a dangerous pastime that gradually becomes a destructive addiction. Now a middle-aged crackhead, Cornelius ponders his life and the choices that have led him here.
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The raw power
- By Joseiyaw on 05-22-24
By: Ray Shell
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- pdrabic
- 08-21-18
so very remarkable and insightful.
Wow, this book really hits the epidemic of heroin growing in our own back yards in a way I could see how easily it can happen. High schools should have the students required to read this.
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- Bob H
- 06-23-20
Saving Beck is a very entertaining and gripping read.
Courtney Coles’ writing style keeps your attention, is very entertaining, and adds to the drama of the book. The characters are well developed, and you feel like you know them. A gripping story line takes you through both sides of a horrible situation in an entertaining and fluid way. Really good read with a really good message.
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