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Aaliyah Jackson
About this listen
When Tamika is confronted by her violent ex-boyfriend Malik, she feels like there's no way out. With no family or friends to turn to, she's completely at his mercy; and in the hood, people just look away when he abuses her.
However, Tamika soon finds out that you can find help in the most unlikely of places and from the most unlikely people if you're willing to let it happen.
This book contains explicit sex scenes.
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