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Neste romance de estreia da autora Lorena Portela, um inventário da autodescoberta de uma mulher que nem se imaginava perdida.
Uma jovem publicitária é pressionada a fazer uma pausa e se refugia na vila paradisíaca de Jericoacoara, no Ceará, Nordeste do Brasil. Sob o Sol, entre mergulhos no mar e os temperos daquela terra, sob a Lua, entre gozo e sombra, reconecta-se com outras mulheres, apaixona-se e vive um comovente e misterioso renascimento.
Um poderoso romance de estreia que, ao revelar a dolorosa mirada dessa jovem no espelho, coloca a todos no reflexo e contesta um mundo no qual o mecanismo de relações abusivas, excesso de trabalho, assédio e desamor é sinônimo de força. Ou sucesso.
"Quantas vezes a gente não precisa esticar o fio de ar que nos sustenta verticalmente para aguentar a própria existência? Lorena Portela explora as várias vezes que nós, mulheres, precisamos morrer em vida, das coisas que nos matam e permitimos (trabalho, relacionamentos, amizades...) até os sentimentos difíceis que nos engolem de surpresa." – Paula Jacob, para a revista Glamour
"Um livro simples e surpreendente sobre o cansaço, o esgotamento e a necessidade de reinventar-se. Um respiro de mar e sol no meio da nossa confusão cotidiana." – Dois Pontos
"Antes de curar o sal arde, e Lorena não se apequena diante do desafio que é colocar em palavras esses processos tão doídos quanto necessários. O resultado é um livro de estreia de uma autora que já chega pronta, uma leitura veloz é indispensável. Um oceano inteiro de descobertas. Abra esse livro, respira fundo, dá um mergulho no mar." – Marcela Dantés
Please note: This audiobook is in Portuguese.
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Perfeito!
Daqueles que queria poder esquecer pra experienciar pela primeira vez de novo. Obrigada Lorena Portela
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