Dreamseller
An Addiction Memoir
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Brandon Novak
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Brandon Novak
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Skateboarder and Jackass star Brandon Novak comes clean about his crazy rise to fame, tailspin into addiction, and other death-defying stunts on the road to recovery …
At seven, Brandon was a skateboard prodigy. By the time he was fourteen, he was living the dream. Discovered by skate legends Bucky Lasek and Tony Hawk. Touring the US with the elite Powell-Peralta team. Signing autographs and appearing in films and magazines. Brandon had it all. Then he got hooked on heroin.
Soon the up-and-coming star was living a down-and-out life in a garage, begging for change, and hustling to score his next fix. He stole from his family and friends. He pushed the fantasy that everything was okay, that he was going to rehab, getting help, and getting better. But it was all a lie.
This is the story of an addict—a dreamseller who stopped believing the lies he was selling and started believing in himself. With the help of his celebrity buddy Bam Margera of Jackass fame, Brandon joined the cast of MTV’s Viva La Bam and made an honest reach for sobriety. The road was hard, and he had some falls. But like any great skateboarder, Brandon Novak was always determined to get up again.
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Naturally lose weight fast and get the body you've been wanting. Stop old habits in their tracks, shed pounds now, and feel amazing. Rapid weight loss is yours today with this powerful guided meditation program from the Sleep Learning System and world-renowned hypnotherapist Joel Thielke.
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- By Penny on 04-03-16
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How to Release Anxiety
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It’s not just you. Stress levels are at an all-time high—so much so that a recently convened panel of medical experts in the US has recommended that all adults under the age of 65 be screened for anxiety. In How to Release Anxiety, Gabby Bernstein offers simple, actionable steps for feeling better, living with more ease, and showing up for those around us. Gabby’s unusual advice: Rather than manage your anxiety, what if you befriended it? Gabby posits that what we befriend, we can ultimately be at ease with. So she invites us to get curious.
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Not my thing, but one good point
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In Atomic Attraction Christopher Canwell takes us on a journey through the dark waters of attraction. What turns women on? What makes them choose one man over another? And how can you become truly desirable and attractive? This book answers these questions by combining the latest scientific research with real-life case studies to show you, the listener, how to ignite the fires of attraction and captivate those around you.
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Disappointing.
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Although clinical research has been conducted on narcissism as a disorder, less is known about its effects on victims who are in toxic relationships with partners with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Individuals with this disorder engage in chronic devaluation and manipulation of their partners, a psychological and emotional phenomenon known as "narcissistic abuse". Unfortunately, the full extent of what narcissistic abuse entails is not taught in any psychology class or diagnostic manual.
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F--k Your Feelings: Master Your Mind, Accomplish Anything and Become a More Significant Human
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95 percent of decisions are based on feelings. Not logic. Not rational thought. Feelings. Can you feel the pull of emotions, hunger, guilt, pain, jealously, depression, and everything else weighing on every decision that you make? Business owners, entrepreneurs, regular people looking to get in shape, anyone with a goal that isn't terrified of tough love - you need to listen to F--k Your Feelings - as soon as possible! In this audiobook you'll learn how to use personal mind control techniques to control the way your brain is wired and much more.
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Science heavy for those of us who want the why
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Tools of Titans
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The latest groundbreaking tome from Tim Ferriss, the number-one New York Times best-selling author of The 4-Hour Workweek. For the last two years, I've interviewed more than 200 world-class performers for my podcast, The Tim Ferriss Show. The guests range from super celebs (Jamie Foxx, Arnold Schwarzenegger, etc.) and athletes (icons of powerlifting, gymnastics, surfing, etc.) to legendary Special Operations commanders and black-market biochemists. For most of my guests, it’s the first time they’ve agreed to a two-to-three-hour interview.
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If I could sum it up: too much of a good thing
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The Gift of Fear
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These days, no one in America feels immune to violence. But now, in this extraordinary, groundbreaking book, the nation's leading expert on predicting violent behavior unlocks the puzzle of human violence and shows that, like every creature on earth, we have within us the ability to predict the harm others might do us and get out of its way. Contrary to popular myth, human violence almost always has a discernible motive and is preceded by clear warning signs.
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Decent book severely undermined by last chapter.
- By zachary on 11-01-22
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- Anonymous User
- 10-30-24
Gripping. Powerful. A true story of hope…
The only thing I really knew about Brandon besides being Bams friend and Jackass, was that he and someone very close to me were gripped by a cunning and baffling disease. It wasn’t long after that, that I too realized I had the disease of addiction as well, and while I never tried heroin, I KNOW that it was only one choice away. Brandon’s way of storytelling is so detailed that there were times I felt emotionally heard yet exhausted. A beautiful disaster indeed. There is sooooo much HOPE in his story to recovery, and I applaud him for sharing his story in full transparency. A must read for anyone struggling or touched by this disease. INCREDIBLE. Thank you for your service Brandon.
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- Rudy's mom
- 01-19-24
Awesome book! Recommend for parents of kids with addiction
Wonderful explanation of the difficulties experienced trying to get off of drugs and how low one goes to obtain them. Also explains thought processes and changes while on drugs! Our society needs better resources and those in power positions need to change their thoughts on addiction to help fight this disease!
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- Heidi Miller
- 03-25-24
honesty 
I did not dislike anything. This man is amazing. I’m 64 year-old white woman going through a lot of shit took a drive in a bad neighborhood today hoping to score never did that in my life. Thank you for the strength Brandon. 
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- Andi T
- 08-07-24
true story
Chris, I'm an alcoholic. I love hearing stories like this. they don't glorify drug/alcohol use, but they don't glorify sobriety either. it's just a story of a man's struggle.
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- DanielP
- 11-10-23
Thank you Brandon
I always love when books are narrated by the author. This book couldn’t of been easy for the author to read. His blunt honesty reliving his life in its entirety was greatly appreciated. I feel like nowadays you don’t encounter a lot of people being completely honest with themselves or others around them. That was achieved in this book. Thank you Brandon for taking us down the path of your life and reliving all of the good, the bad, and the ugly. A reminder, inspiration, and motivation for people of all walks of life to conquer the destructiveness that is addiction. Stay strong brother
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- Sunny
- 11-21-23
Fantastic
Wow - what a fantastic book to add to the addiction and recovery genre! One of my all-time favorites. Loved hearing Brandon’s voice narrating.
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- Carlie
- 02-21-24
Brutally honest
Great listen for anyone struggling with addiction, in recovery, or wanting to learn more about the disease. Brandon is a great narrator. No one else would have done a better job reading!
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- John T. Ayers
- 04-14-24
Phenomenal
First heard this doing inpatient rehab recovering from alcoholism. Amazing story and a great read.
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- Johnny
- 12-13-23
This guy has been through some s**t!
I grew up skateboarding, seeing Brandon on Jackass, viva la bam, etc. but I never knew he was an addict. Listening to Brandon talk about his struggles and life is just nuts. For anyone else on the fence about this book, purchase it!
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- Victor R.
- 11-17-23
amazing book
This book is amazing for it's real life situation and honest stories. it is not a happy ending book but more so realism into a addicts mind.
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