You’ve spent your whole life being told to fix yourself.

Be more disciplined. Heal more. Hustle more. Become her.

But what if you’re not here to become someone new?
What if you’re here to remember who you’ve always been?

In this soul-shifting episode, I unpack why the self-development space keeps so many women stuck in a cycle of not-enoughness and I introduce a new paradigm: self-remembrance.

I'll share:

• The sneaky ways self-improvement reinforces self-abandonment
• My personal journey leaving the fitness industry and chasing alignment
• What it really feels like to live in truth, not performance
• The difference between chasing desires and remembering them
• Why alignment isn’t something you force—it’s something you return to

If you’ve been stuck between “doing the work” and still not feeling like yourself, this one’s for you.

It’s time to come home my angel.

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He’s not ignoring you.. life is

Because you’ve been chasing his attention instead of your own magic

In this episode, we’re talking about what it actually means to flirt with your life — not in a fake-it-till-you-make-it kind of way, but in a way that wakes you up to the version of you who’s already everything you’re waiting for

We'll dive into:

• Why external validation feels like love (but keeps you stuck)
• How to stop refreshing Hinge and start responding to yourself
• What flirting with your life actually looks like in small, doable moments
• Why choosing yourself can feel terrifying — and how to make it safe again
• How to become the girl life responds to

This one’s for the woman who’s done waiting to be chosen and finally ready to start choosing herself.

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What if you’re not stuck, inconsistent, or self-sabotaging—
What if you’re just protecting yourself in ways that no longer serve you?

In this episode, I walk you through one of the most important shifts I’ve ever made: moving from self-protection to self-leadership.

You’ll learn how the nervous system stores survival strategies, why your old patterns keep showing up (even when you “know better”), and what it actually looks like to rebuild your life from self-trust—not fear.

We’ll go deep into:

• How to recognize when your past is leading
• Why “fixing yourself” keeps you stuck
• How to meet the part of you that’s been trying to keep you safe
• What self-leadership really means—and how to start living it now

This is the episode you come back to when you feel like you’re slipping into old patterns again.

🎧 Press play when you're ready to stop performing safety—and start embodying it.

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What if you’re not stuck… you’ve just handed your power to everything but you?

In this episode, I unpack the real reason you feel disconnected, burnt out, or constantly searching—and it’s not what you think

I walk you through the 5 sneaky ways we leak our power to coaches, validation, routines, pain, and even personal growth itself

Then I break down the 3 steps to reclaiming it—so you can finally come back home to yourself, move differently, and stop waiting for something outside of you to fix it

If you’ve ever felt like you’re doing everything right but still not feeling like you this one will hit

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What if your low energy days… weren’t a problem to fix?
What if they were actually trying to guide you?

In this episode, I’m diving into the shift that changed everything for me: following my energy instead of forcing structure that no longer fit

This one mindset shift transformed how I train, work, rest, and lead myself—and it might be the exact permission slip you’ve been waiting for.

Inside this ep we're talking about:

• Why you keep blaming yourself for “inconsistency”
• The fear behind letting go of traditional structure (and what happened when I did)
• How learning to work with my cycle completely changed the game
• What it really means to make this your new baseline

If you’re ready to stop fighting yourself and start building self-trust from the inside out, this one’s for you

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What if the sentence “I feel fat” is doing more damage than you realize?

In this episode, we’re going deep into how your self-talk shapes your identity—and how that identity shapes every single decision you make.

I’ll show you why fixing yourself never works, how most women are fighting themselves on two fronts, and why lasting change only happens when you rebuild your relationship to self.

Inside this episode:

• The hidden damage of “I feel fat” and what it actually programs into your brain
• Why your subconscious is loyal to the version of you you don’t want to be
• The truth about why fixing yourself always backfires
• The costume analogy that’ll blow your mind wide open
• How to shift your identity without hustle or shame
• What real self-relationship work actually looks like

This one might hit deep—but it might also set you free.

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You think you want the body, the routine, the compliments

But what you really want is to finally feel like you're enough

This episode is for the woman who’s spent her whole life trying to earn her worth—
Through achievements, appearance, relationships, or just always being the one who holds it all together

I’m breaking down the quiet ways external validation shows up—how it sneaks into your habits, your self-image, even your healing

And I’m sharing the truth about why it’s so hard to stop chasing it… even when you know it’s not working

This one’s deep.

I take you into the parts of my story I used to avoid—
Being bullied, developing an ED, attaching my identity to being “the fit one”, blowing up for my body

All in the name of being chosen

If you’re ready to stop performing and start coming back to yourself, you’ll feel seen in this one I PROMISE

And if it hits deep you already know you need to come join the Love Yourself First challenge

The link’s in the show notes

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You weren’t just betrayed by them—you were betraying yourself first.

If you’ve ever looked back at a relationship and thought, "How did I let them treat me like that?"—this episode is about to shift everything

Because the real reason you tolerated that? Is the way you’ve been treating yourself all along.

In this episode, we dive into:
✔️ Why your self-relationship is the foundation of everything (yes, even your relationships)
✔️ The ways you betray yourself worse than an ex ever could—from self-gaslighting to breaking your own boundaries
✔️ How to rebuild self-trust and finally become your own safe place

Because the real breakup that will change your life? Isn’t with them.

It’s with the version of you that kept tolerating less than you deserve.

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