[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse, suicidal ideation

Today, Jan is joined by Amber ‘Astra’ Louise Ainsworth, author, poet, and advocate for those suffering from Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). Amber is here to share their journey of self-discovery and managing DID. She discusses the chaos in her mind before recognizing her different identities and the challenges of processing trauma from her past. The conversation delves into the impact of childhood experiences, the role of therapy, and the importance of vulnerability in healing. Amber also touches on Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD) and how it affects her life, emphasizing the need for understanding and support in mental health. Jan and Astra explore the complex journey of healing from trauma, particularly in the context of DID. They discuss the importance of preparation for healing, the role of writing and creativity in processing trauma, and the ongoing struggle with depression. Astra highlights the significance of community support, the multifaceted nature of trauma, and the power of humor in healing. Through their experiences, they emphasize that healing is a continuous journey rather than a destination, and they share insights on how to navigate the challenges of trauma recovery. They explore the importance of humor in healing, the significance of appropriate diagnoses, and the need to break the cycle of trauma. The conversation also touches on the challenges faced by those with DID in navigating language and identity, as well as the difficulties in accessing disability support. In closing, Astra shares insights about their community engagement and the importance of creating safe spaces for 'littles' within their system.

Where To Find Astra:
DidWeWrite.co.uk
Insta: @did.we.write

Mentioned Resources:
The Body Keeps The Score by Bessel Van Der Kolke
The Dissociative Disorders Alliance

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National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: Call/Text 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN) : 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)
National Alliance for Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264

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[Content Warning]: Death of a child, child abuse, narcissism

Today, Jan is joined by Jenn Bethune, a survivor, healer, coach, and soon-to-be-published author with a powerful story that resonates deeply with those affected by trauma and loss, who is here to share her unique journey of healing and her connection to the Gabby Petito case. Jenn discusses her nomadic lifestyle, the serendipitous events that led her to capture crucial footage related to Gabby Petito, and her personal experiences with trauma and loss, particularly the loss of her son, Ethan. The conversation delves into themes of healing, family, and the importance of valuing life and mental health. In this heartfelt conversation, Jan and Jenn explore the profound impact of loss and trauma on personal growth and healing. They share personal stories about the journey of finding meaning in grief. The discussion delves into breaking generational trauma, the importance of mindfulness, and practical tools for self-discovery and healing. Jenn emphasizes the significance of being present and observing the world around us as a way to reconnect with ourselves and find peace amidst chaos. Jenn and Jan explore the transformative power of gratitude, the concept of unschooling, and the journey of healing from trauma. They discuss practical steps for personal growth, including reconnecting with one's inner child and letting go of ego-based fears. In closing, the dialogue emphasizes the importance of mindfulness, self-reflection, and the pursuit of happiness as essential components of resilience and hope.

Where To Find Jenn Bethune:
See Jenn in American Murder: Gabby Petito on Netflix out Feb. 17th
BeingBethunes.com
Instagram
Facebook
YouTube

Mentioned Resources:
Signs: The Secret Language of the Universe by Laura Lynne Jackson
A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle
The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle

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National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: Call/Text 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN) : 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)
National Alliance for Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264

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In this series, Jan selects a word to focus on for each month, encouraging growth in a specific area and challenging herself and her audience. This year Jan will be focusing on the difficult words we tend to tie to ourselves, offering insight and tools to manage or overcome these obstacles. This month, the focus is on betrayal. Jan delves into the complex topic of betrayal trauma, exploring its emotional impact and the ways it manifests in relationships. She shares personal experiences and insights on how betrayal can deeply affect trust and emotional well-being. Jan also highlights the symptoms of betrayal trauma, including emotional dysregulation and trust issues. The discussion emphasizes the importance of acknowledging betrayal, processing emotions through journaling, and seeking support to heal from trauma.

Mentioned Resources:
The Body Keeps The Score by Bessel van der Kolk

If you or someone you know is experiencing emotional distress or suicidal ideation, please access the resources below:

National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: Call/Text 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN) : 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)
National Alliance for Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264

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