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Jesse Vilinsky
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Louisa Zhu
About this listen
How far would you go to get even with the woman who ruined your life?
In this electrifying thriller, a young woman gets everything she’s ever wanted—and everything she doesn’t—when she swaps bodies with her sworn enemy.
Though polar opposites, Mary and Elizabeth are as close as can be—until the night Elizabeth makes an irrevocable mistake and leaves Mary to take the blame. Years later, Elizabeth seems to have forgotten Mary exists.
Mary hasn’t forgotten her.
She follows Elizabeth’s every move online, obsessed with paying her back for the betrayal that cost Mary her dreams. Now Mary has found a way to switch bodies with Elizabeth, and she’s got a plan to steal her charmed life. Her career. Her looks. Her husband.
They do say living well is the best revenge.
Or is it? The more Mary uncovers about Elizabeth’s life, the more she realizes she may have made a deadly mistake. And she'll need the help of her worst enemy to stay alive.
©2024 Sarah Zachrich Jeng (P)2024 Penguin AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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"Twisty doesn't begin to describe Sarah Zachrich Jeng's When I’m Her—a complex, mind-bending, mind-blowing psychological suspense unlike anything I've ever read. Jeng's first novel was a stunner, and now she's completely outdone herself. Just read it!"—Karen Dionne, bestselling author of The Marsh King’s Daughter
“Speculative suspense fans, get ready. This twisty page turner has everything I love in the genre: a fascinating premise, huge moral questions any book club would love to sink their teeth into, and two uncompromising, enigmatic women at the heart of the story. Once you start reading, When I’m Her will trade places with your life.”—Mindy Mejia, bestselling author of Strike Me Down
“The adage be careful what you wish for is taken to the next level in this unputdownable story about friendship, envy, and revenge. The premise is wild and innovative, with a Blake Crouch twist, and will keep you ripping through the pages. Another winner from Sarah Zachrich Jeng.”—Alex Finlay, author of The Night Shift
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- H Russell
- 11-11-24
New favorite author!
I just discovered this author last month and have now read The Other Me and When I’m Here, back to back. I need more!! Both of these books had me hooked from start to finish. Fun twists and just really cool theories, like something you’d see in a Black Mirror episode. These are truly “thrillers for chicks” and I look forward to see more of what the author comes up with!
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