
Magnificent Desolation
The Long Journey Home from the Moon
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Forty years ago, Buzz Aldrin became the second human, minutes after Neil Armstrong, to set foot on a celestial body other than the Earth. The event remains one of mankind's greatest achievements and was witnessed by the largest worldwide television audience in history. In the years since, millions more have had their Earth-centric perspective unalterably changed by the iconic photograph of Aldrin standing on the surface of the moon, the blackness of space behind him and his fellow explorer and the Eagle reflected in his visor. Describing the alien world he was walking upon, he uttered the words "magnificent desolation." And as the astronauts later sat in the Eagle, waiting to begin their journey back home, knowing that they were doomed unless every system and part on board worked flawlessly, it was Aldrin who responded to Mission Control's clearance to take off with the quip, "Roger. Understand. We're number one on the runway."
The flight of Apollo 11 made Aldrin one of the most famous persons on our planet, yet few people know the rest of this true American hero's story. In Magnificent Desolation, Aldrin not only gives us a harrowing first-person account of the lunar landing that came within seconds of failure and the ultimate insider's view of life as one of the superstars of America's space program, he also opens up with remarkable candor about his more personal trials - and eventual triumphs - back on Earth.
From the glory of being part of the mission that fulfilled President Kennedy’s challenge to reach the moon before the decade was out, Aldrin returned home to an Air Force career stripped of purpose or direction, other than as a public relations tool that NASA put to relentless use in a seemingly nonstop world tour. The twin demons of depression and alcoholism emerged - the first of which Aldrin confronted early and publicly and the second of which he met with denial until it nearly killed him. He burned through two marriages, his Air Force career came to an inglorious end, and he found himself selling cars for a living when he wasn’t drunkenly wrecking them. Redemption came when he finally embraced sobriety, gained the love of a woman, Lois, who would become the great joy of his life, and dedicated himself to being a tireless advocate for the future of space exploration - not only as a scientific endeavor, but also as a thriving commercial enterprise.
These days, Buzz Aldrin is enjoying life with an enthusiasm that reminds us how far it is possible for a person to travel, literally and figuratively. As an adventure story, a searing memoir of self-destruction and self-renewal, and as a visionary rallying cry to once again set our course for Mars and beyond, Magnificent Desolation is the thoroughly human story of a genuine hero.
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Magnificent Disappointment
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Magnificent even though long
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Raw truth
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This book is not worthy of a man with a PhD from MIT and the military rank he attained. There were no new insights in the voyage to the moon. The story about his depression and alcohol addiction came off as self serving and the sections on how NASA might enhance the space program read like sour grapes. The ability and thoughtfulness of this great American should have shown much brighter. He deserves a better legacy.
Otherwise,for readers who just want to "get to know" this great man, his candor and honesty alone will reward them. It isn't a bad book, it just could have been far more instructive and insightful.
The reading is very good.
An AA Memoir
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Not the book I expected, and delighted for it
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Ramblings of an old man
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An inspirational story of a great national hero
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Great Read
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The latter half of the book is sort of boring unnecessary stuff... on the one hand, it's boring because it's honest (a stretch of his life filled with him dating, giving speeches, and advocating a different approach to space than NASA would pursue). There's still some interesting stuff -- his proposal for a Mars cycler, his (very justified) assault of Bart Sibrel, and the way that his depression is framed as a constant struggle -- but it's not always enough to justify the amount of the book documenting that period of his life.
Generally, there's some overriding annoying bits, like the way his politics occasionally creep into the book, and the fact that the writing seems occasionally amateurish in structure and style. The post-book interview is also a little awkward and makes it more clear how Buzz comes off without the benefit of a writer cleaning up his ideas.
Basically, I think this would have been a better read if it was an end-to-end auto/biography rather than just covering the post Apollo years. To me, having some more concrete background in his youth would give a bigger picture into his perspective and world, and would have preferred that to so much focus on his latter years. Buzz is an odd media fixture, and there's a temptation to see him as a bit of a proto-reality-star has-been. But he really is a fascinating person, and I think overall this book frames it in a compelling way, even if it's got some unnecessary stuff.
Alternately touching and throwaway
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Buzz's later memoir is a much more personal story than Collins' Carrying the Fire. I found it enjoyable and engaging to learn about Buzz's perspectives on the landing but moreso the decades after.
The third act bends toward self-promotion (not unexpected) but the overflowing adoration of Lois quickly wears thin even not knowing that the marriage crumbled during the tour for this book.
It does serve as a reminder that even our heroes are human after all.
A more personal (and flawed) astronaut story
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