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Nikki Thomas
About this listen
The pregnancy podcasts warned Joanna Baker about the baby blues, but when a near-fatal mistake places the first-time mom under the watchful eye of Child Protective Services, she receives a serious diagnosis: postpartum depression.
Jo hears the words, yet they don’t make sense. Nothing does. Her blackouts are increasing, and she can’t recall events she’s been accused of. As she fights to keep her daughter, she discovers cracks in her neighborhood, family, and her own home. With the support of her sisters, she attempts to piece together her traumatic past and uncover who is truly in control. Jo must battle her faltering mind to save what’s most important: her daughter.
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- Hannah D. Sharpe
- 03-12-24
Twists and Turns
This thriller was fantastic! The twists and turns, and the tricks of the main character’s mind, will leave you questioning things until the very end and beyond. I loved the way the dual timelines were delivered, and felt so connected to the main character as she tries to navigate new parenthood. It also encompasses the challenges of mental health, post partum depression, and the toll both motherhood and mental health can have on a woman. If you like thrillers, this is definitely one for your list.
The audiobook was well done. I listened at 2x speed (my normal is 1.75x - 2x speed).
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- Lucille Mayeux
- 04-21-24
Lose her
This was a really good story I’m glad I spent the credit on this one
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-06-24
Turns
Worth the credit! Even has you questioning at the end! Plus the narrator was great.
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- Melissa wood
- 03-12-24
I couldn't stop listening!
There were so many unexpected twists and turns! Right up to the last sentence of the book. amazing!
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