
Can I Come HOME Now?
A True Story of Childhood Trauma
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Barbara GODIN

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True Story of Childhood Trauma
Can I Come Home Now?
In this heart-wrenching yet empowering memoir, author Barbara takes readers on a harrowing journey from the innocence of childhood to the complexities of adulthood, revealing the deep scars left by betrayal and abuse. At just five years old, Barbara's world is shattered as she faces unimaginable trauma at the hands of those who should have protected her. Shuttled between relatives after her family’s disintegration, she becomes a target for predators who exploit her vulnerability, leaving her grappling with a fractured sense of self-worth.
Yet, this is not merely a tale of survival; it is a testament to resilience. Through candid reflections, Barbara unveils the cunning tactics of her abusers while illuminating the profound longing for her mother’s love—always just out of reach. As she navigates a world of dysfunction and ultimately finds herself in an abusive marriage, Barbara’s story transforms into one of hope and healing.
“Can I Come HOME Now?” is a poignant reminder that even in the darkest corners of our past, we can reclaim our voices and forge a path toward a brighter future. Join Barbara on her journey of rediscovery and empowerment, and learn how to rise above the odds to create the life you truly deserve.
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- Anonymous User
- 04-09-25
Survivor!
I love that she decided that the dysfunction would stop with her. Loved this book! The voice reading was difficult at times but I still loved it.
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- jose g. malabanan
- 04-16-25
Facing childhood trauma that was pushed down and thought to be forgotten.
A sad story initially but very empowering in the end. I could not put the audiobook down. The title caught me by surprise as I was drawn to it as I was missing my family as I live in another country and had longed to reconnect with them again. Very inspired by her story!
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