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In this heartfelt episode, siblings recount their emotional journey of leaving the FLDS community. They share vivid memories from their childhood, painful separations, and the challenges they faced while adapting to a new life outside the cult. From dealing with family estrangement to struggling with financial independence, this episode delves deep into their personal stories of resilience, hope, and discovery. They also discuss their spiritual deconstruction and the process of finding their own identities after leaving the FLDS. Tune in to hear their raw, unfiltered experiences and reflections.

01:10 The Emotional Departure
02:43 Struggles and Adjustments in Cedar
09:10 Life in Denver: New Beginnings
22:26 Challenges and Changes in Oklahoma
29:47 Moving to North Dakota
32:53 Settling in North Dakota
37:36 Life in Fargo and Family Dynamics
41:15 Rescuing Our Sister from Idaho
41:48 The Decision to Buy a House
42:53 Financial Struggles and Family Dynamics
45:25 Renovation Challenges and Family Departure
47:26 Realizing Self-Reliance
57:50 The Move to Fargo
01:03:13 Family Turmoil and Leaving the FLDS
01:15:09 Adjusting to Life Outside the FLDS
01:25:00 Final Thoughts and Reflections

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This harrowing account depicts the emotional and psychological struggles faced by a 15-year-old girl within the FLDS community. She shares her experience of receiving a brutal message in 2012, labeling her immoral and condemning her to live in isolation. The narrative spans years of moving between hiding places, extreme isolation, and the constant fear of being considered unworthy. The story culminates in a brief period of hope as family members are reunited in Short Creek, only to be hit by more devastating separations, including the excommunication of family members. The script provides an unfiltered look into the torment and confusion that characterized their lives under strict religious control.

00:29 Receiving a Devastating Message
01:19 Living with Roy and the Isolation Experience
02:12 Striving for Worthiness and Family Pressure
04:48 Packing Up and the Journey to Colorado
06:34 Life in Short Creek and the Triplexes
15:54 Baptism and the Return to Hiding
24:30 The Year of Forever Non-Members
24:56 Confusion and Fear of Unborn Child Murder Accusations
29:17 Life in 2013 and Moving to Hiding
30:32 Living Without a Caretaker
31:48 Life in Isolation
32:25 Weekly Calls and Messages
34:02 Moving Between Houses
38:32 The Uncertainty of Relocation
45:53 Arrival at Short Creek
47:20 Life in Short Creek
54:51 Unexpected Changes and Challenges
56:32 The Departure From Short Creek

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In this powerful episode, Jaden Jeffs and his sister Barbara share their harrowing experiences growing up and eventually escaping the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS). They recall vivid memories, from the oppressive atmosphere and strict rules enforced by their father, Warren Jeffs, to the emotional turmoil and confusion of being torn apart during state interventions and the infamous 2008 raid. Gain insight into their childhoods, the intense social dynamics within the cult, and their eventual journey to freedom. This candid discussion sheds light on the psychological and emotional scars left by their upbringing and their efforts to build new lives outside the oppressive control of the FLDS.

00:41 Introduction to the Podcast
00:52 Family Background
01:28 Early Memories in Short Creek
02:50 Father's Presence and Memories
06:52 New Mothers and Family Dynamics
08:31 Leaving Short Creek
14:59 The Move to R1
30:21 Life at R1 and Moving to Texas
31:43 Settling in Texas
38:50 Daily Life and Work
41:51 The Texas Raid
50:18 Intense Interrogation by CPS
51:12 Temple Secrets and Eternal Damnation
51:55 The Raid: Separation and Fear
01:01:35 Life in San Antonio: Adjusting to Normalcy
01:04:41 Education and Rights: CPS Classes
01:11:39 Hiding in Colorado: A New Adventure
01:18:42 The New House: A Symbol of Status
01:28:24 Sent Away: Consequences and Isolation

In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden shares a personal reflection on Father's Day, discussing his complex relationship with his father, Warren Jeffs. Jaden reads from his baby book, shares letters and pictures from his childhood, and reflects on the impact his father had on his life. He also speaks about his journey towards independence and how he has taken control of his own life after leaving the FLDS cult. Jaden encourages viewers to celebrate Father's Day and invites them to ask questions about his father for future content.


00:15 Reflecting on My Relationship with Warren Jeffs
00:26 Memories from My Baby Book
01:23 Letters from Warren Jeffs
05:38 Revelations and Teachings
12:46 Postcards and Personal Messages
21:03 Reflections on Independence and Father's Day
24:23 Closing Remarks and Upcoming Content

In Episode 18 of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Jaden Jeffs provides a detailed update on the FLDS migration to North Dakota. He discusses the increased number of FLDS members in the area, the reasons behind the move, their living arrangements, and concerns about underage marriages and Warren Jeffs' influence. Jaden shares personal anecdotes and clarifies misconceptions, giving a vivid picture of the current situation and possible future developments for both the FLDS community and local residents.

00:32 FLDS Migration to North Dakota
01:54 Personal Story: Moving to Fargo
05:11 FLDS Expansion in North Dakota
12:35 Warren Jeffs' Prophecies and Beliefs
17:07 Concerns for North Dakota Residents
25:42 Crazy Stories and Final Thoughts
36:31 Conclusion and Farewell

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In this gripping episode, Amanda Rae shares her harrowing journey of escaping the Kingston polygamist group with hosts Jaden Jeffs. Amanda recounts the physical and emotional abuse she endured, her attempts to leave, and the moment she knew she had to escape for good. She details the dramatic encounter at the Order Bank, her battles with suicidal thoughts, and the systemic issues within the Kingston group, including forced marriages and rampant abuse. Tune in to hear Amanda's courageous story of survival, resilience, and healing.

01:46 Wine and Casual Conversations
03:01 Introducing Amanda Ray
04:00 Strict Rules and Hypocrisy
06:53 Family Dynamics and Polygamy
24:31 Racism and Religious Beliefs
33:30 David O. Kingston's Prison Scandal
37:45 Procreation and Education in the Order
38:20 Sexual Repression and Guilt
40:34 Control and Predetermined Marriages
42:27 Modesty and Shame
56:08 Childhood and Work in the Order
01:05:57 Running Away and Suicidal Thoughts
01:19:42 The Impact of Childhood Programming
01:20:34 Deciding to Leave the Group
01:21:20 First Interactions with the Kingston Group
01:25:43 Secret Relationship and Running Away
01:27:41 Questioning Beliefs and Seeking Signs
01:36:25 The Final Decision to Leave
01:37:22 Confrontation at the Order Bank
01:49:01 Aftermath and Support System
01:52:29 Reflections and Future Plans

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In this deeply insightful episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden welcomes Katie Fisher and Kent Bull to share their powerful stories of leaving deeply religious cults. Katie, a former member of the FLDS, talks about her struggles with music education, personal discovery, and the emotional turmoil of questioning her faith. Kent, from the Kingston Group, adds context with his experiences and insights on creating a balanced life post-cult. This episode tackles themes such as finding one’s identity, building healthy relationships, discerning reality, and achieving personal healing and fulfillment. Essential viewing for anyone seeking understanding of life after leaving a high-control, religious environment.

01:35 Introduction to the Podcast
02:25 Katie and Kent's Love Story
03:28 Katie's Background and Upbringing
05:48 Musical Journey and Challenges
08:59 The Impact of FLDS Rules on Music
13:49 The United Order and Personal Struggles
39:37 The Control and Restrictions on Women
45:00 Katie's Determination to Learn Music
48:14 The Hymn Book Debate
48:54 Piano Performance and Approval
49:55 Secret Music and Rebellion
51:31 Voice Training and Singing Challenges
01:01:20 Community and Creativity in FLDS
01:01:51 College Aspirations and Restrictions
01:13:28 Leaving FLDS for Music and Freedom
01:21:43 College Life and New Experiences
01:29:51 Public Declaration and Moving On
01:35:30 Meeting New People and Processing FLDS Doctrine
01:35:57 Discovering Warren Jeffs and Questioning Beliefs
01:39:18 Balancing Gender Roles in Relationships
01:47:44 The Role of a Good Father
01:49:49 Core Questions for Leaving a Cult
02:00:53 Building a New Community
02:17:59 Final Thoughts and Future Plans

In this powerful episode of the 'Jaden Jeffs Podcast,' we delve deep into the life and struggles of Kent Bull, a man who grew up in the repressive and secretive Kingston Group. He shares his harrowing experiences of sexual and physical abuse, the emotional numbness he endured, and his path to healing through extensive therapy and EMDR. Kent also offers an intimate look into the internal dynamics and power structures of the Kingston Group, as well as reflections on broader themes of coercive control in religious cults. He poignantly discusses the implications of trauma, the painstaking journey toward emotional recovery, and the indomitable spirit needed to reclaim one's life. Tune in for an eye-opening conversation about truth, resilience, and the quest for genuine freedom.

00:50 Welcome to the Podcast
01:42 Understanding the Kingston Group
03:21 Genealogy and Name Changes
10:38 Polygamy and Family Dynamics
16:35 Emotional Neglect and Psychological Impact
37:53 Adolescence and Struggles with Identity
43:22 Internet Restrictions and Policing Challenges
43:50 Leaving at 29: Marriage and Depression
45:00 College Struggles and Emotional Numbness
46:54 Falling in Love and Questioning Beliefs
49:54 Losing Faith in Divine Authority
50:45 The God Experience at 22
53:31 The Path to Truth and Leaving the Group
01:24:45 Financial Control and Surveillance in the Kingston Group
01:28:51 Leadership and Future of the Kingston Group
01:29:26 Paul Kingston's Rise to Power
01:30:30 Family Dynamics and Power Struggles
01:32:06 Paul Kingston's Controversial Practices
01:35:05 Financial Schemes and Money Laundering
01:36:47 Future Leadership and Religious Shifts
01:53:21 Therapy and Healing from Trauma
02:07:04 Reflections on Emotional Recovery
02:11:10 Conclusion and Final Thoughts