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In this heartfelt episode, siblings recount their emotional journey of leaving the FLDS community. They share vivid memories from their childhood, painful separations, and the challenges they faced while adapting to a new life outside the cult. From dealing with family estrangement to struggling with financial independence, this episode delves deep into their personal stories of resilience, hope, and discovery. They also discuss their spiritual deconstruction and the process of finding their own identities after leaving the FLDS. Tune in to hear their raw, unfiltered experiences and reflections.

01:10 The Emotional Departure
02:43 Struggles and Adjustments in Cedar
09:10 Life in Denver: New Beginnings
22:26 Challenges and Changes in Oklahoma
29:47 Moving to North Dakota
32:53 Settling in North Dakota
37:36 Life in Fargo and Family Dynamics
41:15 Rescuing Our Sister from Idaho
41:48 The Decision to Buy a House
42:53 Financial Struggles and Family Dynamics
45:25 Renovation Challenges and Family Departure
47:26 Realizing Self-Reliance
57:50 The Move to Fargo
01:03:13 Family Turmoil and Leaving the FLDS
01:15:09 Adjusting to Life Outside the FLDS
01:25:00 Final Thoughts and Reflections

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This harrowing account depicts the emotional and psychological struggles faced by a 15-year-old girl within the FLDS community. She shares her experience of receiving a brutal message in 2012, labeling her immoral and condemning her to live in isolation. The narrative spans years of moving between hiding places, extreme isolation, and the constant fear of being considered unworthy. The story culminates in a brief period of hope as family members are reunited in Short Creek, only to be hit by more devastating separations, including the excommunication of family members. The script provides an unfiltered look into the torment and confusion that characterized their lives under strict religious control.

00:29 Receiving a Devastating Message
01:19 Living with Roy and the Isolation Experience
02:12 Striving for Worthiness and Family Pressure
04:48 Packing Up and the Journey to Colorado
06:34 Life in Short Creek and the Triplexes
15:54 Baptism and the Return to Hiding
24:30 The Year of Forever Non-Members
24:56 Confusion and Fear of Unborn Child Murder Accusations
29:17 Life in 2013 and Moving to Hiding
30:32 Living Without a Caretaker
31:48 Life in Isolation
32:25 Weekly Calls and Messages
34:02 Moving Between Houses
38:32 The Uncertainty of Relocation
45:53 Arrival at Short Creek
47:20 Life in Short Creek
54:51 Unexpected Changes and Challenges
56:32 The Departure From Short Creek

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In this powerful episode, Jaden Jeffs and his sister Barbara share their harrowing experiences growing up and eventually escaping the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS). They recall vivid memories, from the oppressive atmosphere and strict rules enforced by their father, Warren Jeffs, to the emotional turmoil and confusion of being torn apart during state interventions and the infamous 2008 raid. Gain insight into their childhoods, the intense social dynamics within the cult, and their eventual journey to freedom. This candid discussion sheds light on the psychological and emotional scars left by their upbringing and their efforts to build new lives outside the oppressive control of the FLDS.

00:41 Introduction to the Podcast
00:52 Family Background
01:28 Early Memories in Short Creek
02:50 Father's Presence and Memories
06:52 New Mothers and Family Dynamics
08:31 Leaving Short Creek
14:59 The Move to R1
30:21 Life at R1 and Moving to Texas
31:43 Settling in Texas
38:50 Daily Life and Work
41:51 The Texas Raid
50:18 Intense Interrogation by CPS
51:12 Temple Secrets and Eternal Damnation
51:55 The Raid: Separation and Fear
01:01:35 Life in San Antonio: Adjusting to Normalcy
01:04:41 Education and Rights: CPS Classes
01:11:39 Hiding in Colorado: A New Adventure
01:18:42 The New House: A Symbol of Status
01:28:24 Sent Away: Consequences and Isolation