In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I dive deep into the cultural impact of my upbringing as a Puerto Rican, exploring how my parents, family, and childhood experiences shaped the creative mindset I have today. Growing up as the only boy in a hardworking household, I witnessed two different worlds—my reserved, intellectual father and my outgoing, vibrant mother. Their influence blended within me, fueling my passion for storytelling, art, and creative expression.

From putting on plays as a kid to making music and eventually launching JMC Collective, this episode is a reflection on how our roots shape us in ways we don’t always realize. I’ll talk about the struggles, the lessons, and the moments that made me who I am.

If you’ve ever felt torn between different influences in your life or wondered where your creative drive comes from, this one's for you.

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For 11 years, I worked as a dock worker at FedEx Freight, grinding through brutal shifts in an unheated warehouse, where the cold wasn’t just a temperature—it was a test of endurance. During the winter season, we layered up, battled freezing winds, and huddled wherever we could find warmth. Our fingers cracked, our energy drinks turned to slush, and the nights felt endless. In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I reflect on the relentless grind of freight work during the coldest months, the brotherhood formed in the struggle, and why I’ll never take a climate-controlled job for granted again.

Imposter syndrome is the voice in your head that tells you, ‘You don’t belong here.’ In this deeply personal episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I unpack what it feels like to wrestle with self-doubt, even when you know you’re capable. From my struggles with stepping out of my comfort zone to the lessons I’ve learned along the way, I share the raw truth about facing imposter syndrome and finding the courage to keep going. If you’ve ever felt like you’re not enough, this is for you. Let’s walk this journey together.

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