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  • The Truth About My Alcohol Addiction – How It Took Over My Life | Rachel Mcintosh

    The Truth About My Alcohol Addiction – How It Took Over My Life | Rachel Mcintosh
    Mar 2 2025
    Rachel Mcintosh opens up about how she became addicted to alcohol, the impact it had on her life, and her journey to recovery. She shares the warning signs, struggles, and what it took to break free from addiction. This is her story of overcoming alcohol abuse and finding a new path forward. #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #OvercomingAddiction #AlcoholStruggle #RecoveryIsPossible #LifeAfterAddiction Thank you to THE PERFECT JEAN & NORDVPN for sponsoring today’s episode: The Perfect Jean: F*%k your khakis and get The Perfect Jean 15% off with the code LOCKEDIN15 at https://theperfectjean.nyc/lockedin15 #theperfectjeanpod NordVPN: To get the best discount off your NordVPN plan - go to https://nordvpn.com/ianbick which will also give you 4 extra months on the 2-year plan. There's no risk with Nord’s 30-day money-back guarantee! Connect with Rachel Mcintosh: https://www.instagram.com/rachnmcintosh?igsh=NjZwb25mNzdpeTVt Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 Growing Up in a Chaotic Family Environment 00:04:20 Navigating a Blended Family as a Child 00:08:34 Navigating Perfectionism During High School 00:12:50 Challenges of Family Life During the Great Recession 00:17:29 Growing Up with Strict Parents and Early Drinking Experiences 00:22:09 College Decision Dilemma: Staying Close to Home 00:26:21 Struggles with College Life and Relationships 00:31:00 Struggling with Alcoholism in College 00:35:35 The Breaking Point: College, Relationships, and Addiction 00:40:18 Journey Through Addiction Treatment in LA 00:45:07 Life Inside Residential Treatment Centers 00:49:12 The Cycle of Addiction and Recovery 00:53:24 The Struggle with Relapse and Addiction 00:58:18 Journey Through Treatment and Recovery 01:02:46 Journey Through Multiple Treatment Centers 01:07:28 Navigating Family Relationships and Illness 01:11:59 Shoutout to Ian H Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 20 mins
  • Inside an Addict’s Bank Robbery Spree – Drug Addiction, Crime, and Consequences | Mason Balbier

    Inside an Addict’s Bank Robbery Spree – Drug Addiction, Crime, and Consequences | Mason Balbier
    Feb 27 2025
    Mason Balbier shares how drug addiction led to a shocking bank robbery spree, the high-stakes moments, and the consequences that followed. From desperation to incarceration, this is a real story of crime, addiction, and the fight for redemption. #BankRobbery #AddictionRecovery #TrueCrime #DrugAddiction #CrimeStory #PrisonStory #OvercomingAddiction #Redemption Thank you to THE PERFECT JEAN & NORDVPN for sponsoring today’s episode: The Perfect Jean: F*%k your khakis and get The Perfect Jean 15% off with the code LOCKEDIN15 at https://theperfectjean.nyc/lockedin15 #theperfectjeanpod NordVPN: To get the best discount off your NordVPN plan - go to https://nordvpn.com/ianbick which willalso give you 4 extra months on the 2-year plan. There's no risk with Nord’s 30-day money-back guarantee! Connect with Mason Balbier: https://www.instagram.com/mason_t_b?igsh=MWFjaXdpanE5NjA1bQ== Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 From Felonies to Entrepreneurship: Mason's Transformative Journey 00:05:25 Early Life and Family Challenges 00:11:09 The Ultimate Travel Test: Relationships and Adventures 00:16:54 Struggles with Addiction and Descent into Drug Abuse 00:22:38 Growing Up in a Jewish Neighborhood 00:28:14 Reflecting on 10 Years Clean: A Journey from Addiction 00:33:59 How NordVPN Protects Your Online Privacy 00:39:20 Plotting a Drug Deal Heist 00:45:10 A Series of Crimes and Arrest 00:50:51 The Bank Heist: A Personal Account 00:56:51 False Accusations and Deception 01:02:34 Life Inside North Carolina State Prison 01:08:28 Transformative Encounter in Prison 01:13:12 From Work Release to Reselling Sneakers: A Journey to Success 01:18:28 From Construction to Sneaker Business: A New Path 01:24:25 Successful Store Launch and Vision for Expansion Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 38 mins
  • Ex-Dope Addict on Spending Millions on Drugs, Surviving 7 Years in Prison & Losing His Son | Tim Ryan

    Ex-Dope Addict on Spending Millions on Drugs, Surviving 7 Years in Prison & Losing His Son | Tim Ryan
    Feb 26 2025
    Tim Ryan shares his journey from spending millions on drugs to surviving seven years in prison and the heartbreaking loss of his son. He opens up about addiction, the consequences of his choices, and how he’s working to rebuild his life. This is a raw and real story of struggle, survival, and redemption. #AddictionRecovery #PrisonStory #OvercomingAddiction #DrugAddiction #LifeAfterPrison #RedemptionStory #SobrietyJourney #realtalk Thank you to THE PERFECT JEAN & NORDVPN for sponsoring today’s episode: The Perfect Jean: F*%k your khakis and get The Perfect Jean 15% off with the code LOCKEDIN15 at https://theperfectjean.nyc/lockedin15 #theperfectjeanpod NordVPN: To get the best discount off your NordVPN plan - go to https://nordvpn.com/ianbick which will also give you 4 extra months on the 2-year plan. There's no risk with Nord’s 30-day money-back guarantee! Connect with Tim Ryan: Website: https://dopetohope.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/timryandopeman/?hl=en Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 From Prison to Redemption: Tim's Journey Through Addiction 00:04:14 Overcoming Learning Disabilities: A Personal Story 00:08:36 Overcoming Drug Addiction: A Personal Journey 00:13:05 Discover the Perfect Jean: Comfort & Fit for All 00:17:35 First Experience with Cocaine 00:21:50 The Downfall of Heroin Addiction 00:27:01 Struggles of Addiction and Family Bonding 00:30:52 Smuggling Heroin into Cook County Jail 00:35:15 Life Lessons from Prison 00:39:36 The Dangers of Driving Under the Influence of Drugs 00:43:45 The Double Life of Addiction and Success 00:48:14 Life After Prison: A Turning Point 00:52:22 From Recruiter to Recovery Advocate 00:56:53 Facing the Challenges of Addiction and Loss 01:01:46 The Cop and the Convict Program 01:06:03 Stories of Connection and Redemption in Prisons 01:10:18 Redemption: From Death Row to Giving Back in Chicago Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 18 mins
  • How I Robbed Drug Dealers, Did Home Invasions, Survived Prison & Married a Prison Guard | Michael Bryant

    How I Robbed Drug Dealers, Did Home Invasions, Survived Prison & Married a Prison Guard | Michael Bryant
    Feb 25 2025
    Michael Bryant reveals how he robbed drug dealers through home invasions, the dangers of that life, and what it took to survive prison. He also shares the unexpected twist—falling in love and marrying a prison guard. This is a raw and real story of crime, survival, and redemption. #CrimeStory #HomeInvasions #PrisonSurvival #DrugDealerRobbery #TrueCrime #Redemption #PrisonLoveStory #AddictionRecoveryv Thank you to THE PERFECT JEAN & NORDVPN for sponsoring today’s episode: The Perfect Jean: F*%k your khakis and get The Perfect Jean 15% off with the code LOCKEDIN15 at https://theperfectjean.nyc/lockedin15 #theperfectjeanpod NordVPN: To get the best discount off your NordVPN plan - go to https://nordvpn.com/ianbick which will also give you 4 extra months on the 2-year plan. There's no risk with Nord’s 30-day money-back guarantee! Connect with Michael Bryant: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiSTrraiHOERuXldM-zdNfg TikTok: tiktok.com/@timeservedpodcast Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 Unique Prison Love Story and Social Media Fame 00:04:48 Growing Up in a Business-Oriented Family 00:10:05 Troubled Teenage Years and Searching for Identity 00:14:41 From Couch Surfing to Crime: A Young Father's Journey 00:19:32 Challenges of Living Near the Border 00:24:50 Surviving a Near-Fatal Encounter 00:29:28 Final Capture: The Raid That Led to Arrest 00:34:27 Escaping Arrest Before 20th Birthday 00:39:08 Capitalism and the Justice System 00:43:43 Racial Segregation in Prisons and Integrated Housing Attempts 00:48:40 Sensing Tension in Prison Environments 00:53:02 Inmate Employment Opportunities: Key Roles & Industries 00:57:32 Unexpected Reunion at Church 01:02:11 Rebuilding Family Relationships After Prison 01:06:53 Employment Challenges for Ex-Offenders in the Food Industry 01:13:35 Inspiring Redemption: From Prison to Success Stories 01:16:19 The Importance of Rest and Consistency Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 24 mins
  • Inside the Tragic Robbery That Sent Me to Florida’s Most Dangerous Prison for 15 Years | Mo

    Inside the Tragic Robbery That Sent Me to Florida’s Most Dangerous Prison for 15 Years | Mo
    Feb 24 2025
    Mo shares the shocking story of a robbery gone wrong that led to a 15-year sentence in one of Florida’s most dangerous prisons. He reveals the events that led to the crime, the harsh reality of surviving behind bars, and the lessons learned from years of incarceration. This is a powerful story of crime, consequences, and redemption. #PrisonStory #CrimeAndPunishment #TrueCrime #SurvivingPrison #FloridaPrison #Redemption #LifeBehindBars #RealStories Thank you to THE PERFECT JEAN & NORDVPN for sponsoring today’s episode: The Perfect Jean: F*%k your khakis and get The Perfect Jean 15% off with the code LOCKEDIN15 at https://theperfectjean.nyc/lockedin15 #theperfectjeanpod NordVPN: To get the best discount off your NordVPN plan - go to https://nordvpn.com/ianbick which will also give you 4 extra months on the 2-year plan. There's no risk with Nord’s 30-day money-back guarantee! Connect with Mo: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/real_monelsonspeaks?igsh=aTViOG5rYXJldTcw Website: https://monelsonspeaks.com TikTok: http://www.tiktok.com/@monelsonspeaks YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@PrevailAgainstSelfSabotage Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 Welcome & Introduction from Florida 00:04:51 Aaron Rodgers' Unexpected Injury and Future Uncertainty 00:10:30 Discovering the Perfect Pair of Jeans 00:15:51 Discovering Confidence and Magnetism 00:20:55 Discovering the Power of Public Speaking in Prison 00:26:06 From a Juvenile Mistake to a Life Altering Crime 00:31:26 The Influence of Peers on Decision Making 00:36:41 A Harrowing Night: Innocence Lost and Regret 00:42:17 Undercover Sting and Codefendant's Betrayal 00:47:20 Reflections on a Teenage Crime 00:52:41 Facing a 15-Year Prison Sentence: The Impact and Reflection 00:58:23 Life Sentences and Prison Culture 01:04:00 Learning Personal Development in Prison 01:09:29 Navigating Difficult Choices: A Moment of Reflection 01:14:34 Apology and Remorse: Owning Up to Mistakes 01:19:55 Empowerment and Personal Growth Through Coaching 01:25:23 Overcoming Self-Sabotage for Success Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 33 mins
  • Army Veteran Exposes How Afghanistan Deployment Led to a Life of Addiction & Struggle | Jonathan Bittner

    Army Veteran Exposes How Afghanistan Deployment Led to a Life of Addiction & Struggle | Jonathan Bittner
    Feb 23 2025
    Jonathan Bittner, Army Veteran, explains how his deployment to Afghanistan led to addiction. He shares his experience in combat, the impact of war, and how PTSD influenced his substance use. Jonathan discusses the challenges of returning to civilian life and his path to recovery. He talks about the struggles veterans face and the process of healing after service. #ArmyVeteran #AfghanistanWar #CombatPTSD #VeteranAddiction #MilitaryStruggles #WarOnDrugs #TrueStory #Redemption Thank you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with Jonathan Bittner: Website: https://www.chestnuthilltherapycollective.com/jonathanbittner Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jbittfragrance_reviews?igsh=Yzllc3c2MGxyeGhl TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jbittfragrance_reviews?_t=ZT-8txzwwC5HEg&_r=1 Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 Introduction and Family Background 00:04:15 Choosing a Military Path Over College 00:08:38 Joining the National Guard: Training and Stationing Experiences 00:13:08 Switching Military Deployment Orders 00:17:56 Traveling and Experiencing Afghanistan 00:22:28 First Encounter with Combat 00:27:10 Adjusting to Life After Deployment: Mental Health Struggles 00:31:25 Coping with Guilt and Alcohol Dependency 00:36:05 Emergency Hospital Visit and Substance Use 00:40:43 Trauma as a Gateway to Addiction 00:45:18 Navigating the PTSD Program Transition 00:49:48 Understanding Addiction 00:54:14 Coping with Trauma and Tragic Events 00:58:42 Navigating PTSD Treatment and Medication Challenges 01:03:18 Founding the Honor and Courage Foundation 01:08:28 Overcoming Panic Attacks and Achieving Academic Success 01:12:31 Unnoticed Veterans and Redemption Stories Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 24 mins
  • Whistleblower Exposes Shocking Abuse & Neglect Inside Rikers Island Prison | Justyna Rzewinski

    Whistleblower Exposes Shocking Abuse & Neglect Inside Rikers Island Prison | Justyna Rzewinski
    Feb 20 2025
    Justyna Rzewinski, former Clinical Supervisor for Mental Health at Rikers Island, exposes the shocking abuse and neglect inside one of the country’s most notorious jails. She reveals the disturbing practice of "deadlocking," where detainees with serious mental illnesses are confined to their cells for extended periods without access to medical care. With firsthand accounts of systemic failures, mistreatment, and corruption, Justyna shares why she became a whistleblower and the devastating impact of neglect on inmates. She also discusses her ongoing fight for mental health reform and humane treatment in the prison system. #Whistleblower #RikersIsland #PrisonAbuse #InmateNeglect #TrueCrime #PrisonReform #InsideRikers #Exposed Thank you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with Justyna Rzewinski: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/justynaspeaksup/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/justyna-rzewinski-lcsw-phd-c-a620142b Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://www.ianbick.com/shop Use code lockedin at checkout to get 20% off your order Timestamps: 00:00:00 Journey to Becoming a Clinical Supervisor at Riker's Island 00:04:09 Exploring Career Paths in Forensic Psychology 00:08:04 Introduction to Lucy Breakers 00:12:25 Challenges in Reintegration After Incarceration 00:16:40 Challenges of Reintegration for Former Prisoners 00:21:01 Mental Health Assessment and Suicide Watch Procedures in Correctional Facilities 00:25:10 Shocking Living Conditions in New York 00:29:46 Challenges in Coordinating Inmate Care 00:34:00 Rikers Island and Mental Health: The Fit for Trial Cycle 00:38:10 Mental Health Challenges in Detention Centers 00:42:29 Inmate Manipulation and Staff Dynamics in Mental Health Units 00:46:45 Workplace Dynamics and Gender Distribution in Corrections 00:51:05 Testifying Against Inhumane Practices 00:55:18 Investigation and Potential Closure of Rikers Island 00:59:36 Ending Solitary Confinement Policies 01:03:53 The Impact of Solitary Confinement on Mental Health 01:08:01 Finding and Reaching Out to You Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 19 mins
  • Inside a Violent Gang Member’s Brutal Life: From the Streets to Maximum Security Prisons | Jadon Russell

    Inside a Violent Gang Member’s Brutal Life: From the Streets to Maximum Security Prisons | Jadon Russell
    Feb 19 2025
    Jadon Russell shares his experience inside gang life, from street violence to surviving in maximum-security prisons. He talks about his time in crime, the choices that led to prison, and life behind bars. From gang wars to solitary confinement, Jadon explains the reality of the streets and prison system. #GangLife #PrisonSurvival #StreetViolence #MaximumSecurity #TrueCrime #ExConvict #CrimeStory #Redemption Thank you to LUCY & ORGAIN for sponsoring today’s episode: Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Orgain: For 30% off your order, head to Orgain.com/IANBICK and use code IANBICK. Connect with Jadon Russell: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/og_the1?igsh=MW50cncyY294azZ0Yg== Buy his book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DQBRRGLT?ref=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_4GJ3SDGF83EAEJDKX37H&ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_4GJ3SDGF83EAEJDKX37H&social_share=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_4GJ3SDGF83EAEJDKX37H&starsLeft=1&skipTwisterOG=1&bestFormat=true&fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAaYaCXc02eyyvmD0yd3Bxyb16N3B3lwiNywKY3YCJ7dsBS33G3-dB5nPj3g_aem_k-BxQaYuHCz9iF74dyFmKQ&dplnkId=8c7438cb-30df-47c1-8053-4ca290bd8e6a&nodl=1 Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://www.ianbick.com/shop Use code lockedin at checkout to get 20% off your order Timestamps: 00:00:00 Introduction to Jadon Russell AKA OG Ryder 00:05:05 Growing Up Without Guidance: The Streets as Family 00:10:12 The Impact of Prison on Personal Development 00:15:31 Influences and Street Mentors 00:20:27 Transition from Juvenile to Adult Prison 00:25:51 Life After Incarceration: Struggles and Adaptation 00:30:46 The Cycle of Recidivism and Negative Thoughts 00:35:42 Experiences in County Jail and Poor Conditions 00:41:08 Life at USP Hazelton: First Impressions 00:46:00 Prison Bribery and Food Smuggling 00:51:10 Prison Life and Notable Inmates 00:55:50 Understanding Prison Politics and Racial Tensions 01:01:58 Facing Challenging Prison Environments 01:05:43 From Creativity to Educational Tools 01:10:49 Overcoming False Charges in Court 01:16:03 Overcoming Legal Battles and Life Transformation 01:21:34 The Power of Lived Experience in Storytelling Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    1 hr and 30 mins