Episode 59: In this episode, I dive into a difficult but important conversation: why do so many ex-gay Christians eventually return to their former lifestyle? From emotional struggles and unbearable guilt to a lack of true support from the church, I break down the key reasons why walking away from same-sex attraction and following Christ can feel impossible for some. We’ll talk about how failures can lead to deep shame, how bad theology plays a role, and why the journey of sanctification isn’t as simple as people think. If you’ve ever wondered why so many ex-gay testimonies seem to end in relapse, or if you’re struggling with this yourself, this episode is for you.

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Episode 58: I’m getting real about the six biggest mistakes I made last year and the powerful lessons I learned through them. From personal struggles to spiritual challenges, I’m sharing how these moments shaped me, strengthened my faith, and taught me what it truly means to rely on God. Whether you’re navigating your own missteps or looking for encouragement to grow, this episode is packed with insights that will inspire you to embrace your journey, no matter how messy it gets. Let’s learn and grow together!

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Episode Fifty-Seven!! In this episode, I’m getting real about my frustrations with the direction of “celebrity Christianity” and why I'm questioning my role in it. After years of meeting other Christian influencers and seeing mainstream mega-church culture up close, I’ve noticed a troubling shift—a focus on fame, profit, and popularity over true biblical teaching and disciple-making. Where’s the obedience to God’s Word? Where’s the dedication to making disciples?

Join me as I unpack why this lack of biblical literacy in our community has led me to consider stepping back from YouTube and ministry altogether. It’s a hard conversation, but one that needs to happen. Are we really following Jesus, or are we just chasing influence?

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