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Narrated by:
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Emily C. Michaels
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Lorenzo Matthews
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By:
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Evie Harper
About this listen
She's no stranger to love and loss...By age 18, Alexa Kingsley had lost everyone. Only Joey, the lonely boy next door, remained. He'd clung to Alexa like a lifeline through years of abuse at the hands of his father, and she vowed to protect him as best she could. Alexa thought Joey was the one person who'd always be there - until the day he left her as well. Finally forced to go it alone, Alexa finds this latest loss may hurt worst of all.
He's no stranger to lack of love...Joseph O'Connor was every bit the villain his father trained him to be, his young heart twisted into something ugly, corrupted. But his father underestimated the girl next door, miscalculated the impact Lexi would have on Joey's life, the spark she ignited that eventually, despite all odds, grew to an inferno of hope. To reclaim her, Joey must first become a man Lexi can be proud of...the kind of man she deserves.
Amidst a shadowy world of guns and drugs, will Joey's ultimate sacrifice - a declaration of love from a man who was never shown any at all - be enough to finally set him free?
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- ChantalG
- 03-14-17
Love love loved it❤
The story of Alexa and Joey, two lost souls. Alexa is his lifeline through the agony and pain inflicted on him by his father throughout his childhood. She experienced her own heartbreak when she lost her parents and brother at a very young age.
Growing up together and eventually living together only to be broken apart by his inability to commit to her, choosing the lifestyle of guns and violence over her.
Will they find their way back to each other? Will he choose her when he has the chance?
An emotional read with enough drama, heartache and suspense to have you at the edge of your seat throughout. I could not put it down, hence I read it in one day. Another great story by Evie Harper.
The narrating is amazing.
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