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The remarkable debut novel from critically acclaimed author Martin L. Shoemaker.
Shoemaker proves why he has consistently been praised as one of the best story writers in SF today with this touching, thoughtful, action-packed debut novel, based on his award-winning short story "Today I Am Paul".
TODAY
Mildred has Alzheimer's. As memories fade, she acquires the aid of a full-time android to assist her in everyday life. Carey. Carey takes care of Mildred, but its true mission is to fill in the gaps in Mildred's past. To bring yesterday into today by becoming a copy. But not merely a copy of a physical person. A copy from the inside out.
I AM
After Mildred passes, Carey must find a new purpose. For a time, that purpose is Mildred's family. To keep them safe from harm. To be of service. There is Paul Owens, the overworked scientist and business leader. Susan Owens, the dedicated teacher. And Millie, a curious little girl who will grow up alongside her android best friend. And Carey will grow up with her. Carey cannot age. But Carey can change.
CAREY
Carey struggles. Carey seeks to understand life's challenges. Carey makes its own path. Carey must learn to live. To grow. To care. To survive. To be.
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“A dazzling ride through the near future. I enjoyed it thoroughly. I’ve never seen anything remotely like it.” (Jack McDevitt, author of the Alex Benedict series)
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- William L.
- 04-22-19
Carey is the AI we all need.
I love well-thought-out stories about AIs and Martin L. Shoemaker's debut novel didn't disappoint. Telling a story filled with emotional impact is difficult enough and doing it in an effective and believable manner from the perspective of an artificial intelligence is nearly impossible, yet this tale does it extremely well. Shoemaker carefully and skillfully weaves his understanding of technology with a powerful empathy and love of family, to create an artificial intelligence like no other. A quiet and thought-provoking story that gives me hope we will all have a Carey in our future.
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- Teresa
- 07-30-19
Ok I Love This Book
This book really brings home what it will be like to live in the very near future. And I can see myself as Mildred. My favorite part has got to be the section about the library card. The author realistically describes the complex details of how humans and androids might interact with each other, with humor and sensitivity.
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- Clicker
- 01-25-20
Moving & thought provoking.
An outstanding book. A bit sad towards the end, but it makes you appreciate things.
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- oregano
- 11-15-19
I enjoyed this story very much
After listening to another book by this author which I enjoyed as well, I came across this one. It's the story of a family and it's caretaker. Well written and well done.
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- TheMorrigen
- 02-05-22
Heart Warming Robot Story
Great novel, highly recommend for people who like the Asimov Robot stories and Klara and the Sun.
Ideal narration
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- Jace Killan
- 03-22-19
Masterfully Written, Emotionally Charged
Today I am Paul is my most favorite short story of all time. When I first heard about this book I was both excited For more and worried that it would not live up to the caliber of the short story. It well surpassed it. Best thing I’ve read in I don’t know how long and I read a lot.
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- Melissa
- 07-17-22
A fabulous book! Make sure you have tissues
I absolutely love this sci-fi book, and I felt like it was so well done and really give us a look at human life and how important family is.
I kept tissues nearby while I was listening to it because my friend told me I would need them, and he was right. But if anything, after this book I just want to hug my family a little tighter, and make sure I do things to keep everyone’s memory alive.
Thank you Martin L. Shoemaker for this wonderful book that will stay with us forever.
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- Scott Dyson
- 08-02-21
Slice of life
it's a slice of life novel with barely any science in it. that's not to say it's bad, it's a solid slice of life novel, but it completely falls flat on deeper explorations of every topic except Alzheimer's.
if you're looking for a book that explores the deeper meaning of an android becoming self aware, this book doesn't do it.
The premise if the book, which involves the awakening of an AI to self awareness, is not explored. The book reads like, "here is the optimal way for someone supporting those struggling with Alzheimer's to behave" rather than "here is an inner look at how an AI would actually learn and grow over time."
Carey is too perfect, makes no mistakes, is constantly selfless, reads everyone perfectly. It is completely flawless and stands as a model for human behavior. That is the crux of my complaint. AI would make all sorts of mistakes and errors and react to things in different ways than human beings, especially in its inner life.
So, overall, three stars. Solid support characters, genuinely moving moments, and neglect of the setting and implications of technological change.
If you know someone caring for a Alzheimer's patient, or suffering from it themselves, I recommend this book. Otherwise, meh. Could do worse.
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