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Narrated by:
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Tanya Eby
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By:
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Joni Ankerson
About this listen
The day we met in October of 1997, I was working at the District Court in Traverse City, Michigan as a Deputy Clerk. It was like most other days with arraignments, sentencings, civil case hearings, and the like. People shuffling in and out, everyone taking care of their important business with court appearances, document filings, paying tickets, fines, and bonding loved ones out of jail.
I loved my job. It was extremely satisfying and interesting with constant interaction with all walks of life, including people on either end of the judicial spectrum and many in between. Suddenly, there he was. Tall, handsome, and looking so impressive and important in his Michigan State Police uniform with his hat, gun belt, and badge. A powerful man who had chosen a profession to serve and protect. He was extremely friendly and upbeat, smiling profusely. Best of all, he, too, was unattached.
What could go wrong? He was like a dream man. We clicked, immediately, and began dating exclusively. But he was not a dream man. He was a nightmare...as I learned over the next 12 years.
Twelve years of enduring domestic violence at its absolute worse. Constant abuse, control, manipulation, and threats. Sadistic sexual deviance and sexual violence. It was only going to end one way: someone would die in our bed and someone would go to prison for murder.
This is my story about domestic violence, resilience, reckoning, and survival.
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Bobi Conn was raised in a remote Kentucky holler in 1980s Appalachia. She remembers her tin-roofed house tucked away in a vast forest paradise; the sparkling creeks, with their frogs and crawdads; the sweet blackberries growing along the road to her granny’s; and her abusive father. An elegiac account of survival despite being born poor, female, and cloistered, Bobi’s testament is one of hope for all vulnerable populations, particularly women and girls caught in the cycle of poverty and abuse.
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Hard Pass
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Peace from Broken Pieces
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Iyanla is Inspirational! A GREAT LISTEN!!!
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Remembering Satan is a lucid, measured, yet absolutely riveting inquest into a case that destroyed a family, engulfed a small town, and captivated an America obsessed by rumors of a satanic underground. It follows the increasingly bizarre accusations and confessions, as well as the claims and counterclaims of police, FBI investigators, and mental-health professionals.
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Lawrence Wright missed important details
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The Meaning of Matthew
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The mother of Matthew Shepard shares her story about her son's death and the choice she made to become an international gay rights activist.
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Shyima Hall was born in Egypt on September 29, 1989, the seventh child of desperately poor parents. When she was eight, her parents sold her into slavery. Shyima then moved two hours away to Egypt's capitol city of Cairo to live with a wealthy family and serve them eighteen hours a day, seven days a week. When she was ten, her captors moved to Orange County, California, and smuggled Shyima with them. Two years later, an anonymous call from a neighbor brought about the end of Shyima's servitude - but her journey to true freedom was far from over.
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Lethal Guardian
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A real-estate lawyer in Connecticut's moneyed seaside communities, Beth Ann Carpenter, 30, had beauty, brains, and success. But she wanted more - namely guardianship of her two-year-old niece, Rebecca, daughter of Beth's estranged sister, Kim.
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Lethal Guardian
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A Killing in Amish Country: Sex, Betrayal, and a Cold-blooded Murder
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Thirty-year-old Barbara Weaver was content to live as the Amish have for centuries - without modern convenience - but her husband, Eli, wanted a life beyond horses and buggies. Soon he gave in to the temptation of technology and found ways to go Online and meet women. When Barbara was found dead, shot in the chest at close range, all eyes were on Eli... and his mistress, a conservative Mennonite named Barb Raber. Barb drove Eli to appointments in her car. She gave him everything he asked for: a laptop, rides to his favorite fishing and hunting spots, and sex.
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Solid True Crime novel
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Mixed Review
- By Amazon Customer on 06-16-17
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On August 13, 1986, just one day after his 32nd birthday, Michael Morton went to work at his usual time. By the end of the day, his wife Christine had been savagely bludgeoned to death in the couple's bed - and the Williamson County Sherriff's office in Texas wasted no time in pinning her murder on Michael, despite an absolute lack of physical evidence. Michael was swiftly sentenced to life in prison for a crime he had not committed
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A must read
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Stolen Innocence
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Chris from Cedar City, UT USA
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Sad but True ... and Helpful
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Using the written word as her witness statement, Jessica Willis Fisher tells a lacerating story of finding her voice after two decades of silence and an unforgettable story of risk and faith.
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"Don't tell" culture exposed
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- Benjamin
- 06-16-22
Worth listening to for sure.
Great story of brave woman. However , very robotic narrator sounded like Alexa was reading it.
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- Audible Customer
- 07-21-22
An Excruciating Story that Defies Understanding
"To Kill or Be Killed" by Joni Ankerson is very difficult to listen to, hard to understand, and even harder to continue listening to. This is sufferance beyond understanding; the question we often ask of people in abusive relationships..... why don't they just leave?
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- pastille morel
- 05-05-22
Needs Different Narratior
I’m sorry but this is the second audio book that I’ve heard by the narrator, Tanya something, that ruined the book or story for me, I’m truly sorry but this performer is just not cut out for true crime. She should stick with a different genre or subject like cooking or something happy because her reading style isn’t appropriate. Sometimes, she confuses dark narratives as bright and it’s just not right, I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be harsh, but this genre isn’t for her reading style.
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- Auskan
- 04-22-22
With a different narrator this would have been 5*
The story was very well written but the performance detracted from the overall in that she spoke in a monotone, clearly enunciating each word with equal weight and separation between words almost like it was being read by a computer, which was both distracting and made it difficult at times to hear the context in which the author had written those same words. In spite of that I felt the author did an amazing job of verbalizing how an intelligent woman can find herself slowly yet increasingly under the control of an abuser and how trapped that can make her feel.
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- Maria A
- 05-17-22
Sad story of abuse and manipulation
I wonder if the attacks on the author by some reviewers are the dead psychos family or friends 🤔
Definitely a How To Spot An Abuser Manual.
Glad she's out of prison
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- Michelle Abney-Grant
- 10-07-23
this membership is the best buy I've made this yea
excellent read!!!!! I felt like I was right there as a w
it Ness through the entire story. it really draws you into the story.
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- Veronica Jenson
- 07-01-23
Difficult to Understand
Just too difficult to understand that a Christian woman would endure, condone, participate in such aberrant sexual behavior under any circumstance.
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- Leslie Hayes
- 10-26-23
Unbelievable
This book was very interesting I truly cannot believe a person would do such acts to himself or someone else. Some people have deranged minds..
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- Peter Leo
- 04-11-22
Good story
I liked it deserved more than it's current rating. glad I listened. We're the bad reviews left by the troopers relatives or friends. poor woman very sick husband.
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- Anonymous User
- 08-17-22
Loved the way the story was presented
Love the way the story was presented. I can also sympathize with main character.
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