
The Hardest Fall
Roadmap to Your Heart Series, Book 4
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Tristan James
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Iggy Toma
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Christina Lee
About this listen
After licking his wounds from a painful relationship, Tate Sullivan is ready to move back home. He picks up where he left off as drag queen extraordinaire Frieda Love in a West Village bar in New York City. He doesn't expect to be drawn to the mysterious man with the dark eyes who shows up to every single performance - flirtatiously eyeing Tate one second and disappearing on him the next. Why mess around with a guy who is clearly giving him mixed signals?
Sebastian Clark is on a mission the first night he shows up at Ruby Redd's. He doesn't anticipate his plan being flipped on its head by the charismatic drag queen and even more so by the mesmerizing man beneath the makeup. But the more he learns about the vibrant and brash Tate Sullivan the more intrigued he becomes. So he pushes aside his guilt about why he sought out the bar in the first place in order to get to know the guy behind the stilettos.
Contains mature themes.
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- Halo5Points
- 08-10-24
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There was a difference in sound level between the two storytellers. Iggy Toma's voice was at one level and the other was much lower. Difficult to listen when u had to stop recording turn up volume and down again.
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- Nitaya
- 06-12-23
Tatum and Sebastian
OMG TATUM AND SEBASTIAN. I can’t get over them I absolutely love this story and one of me tops.
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- Tjhill
- 09-14-20
Omg, Tate and Sebastian.
I love how taken with Freida Love Sebastian is, but not just with her also with Tate. These two find there way together and work through some difficult obstacles but they make and are so awesome together. This whole series is so amazing. I love the narrators and the author.
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- Veronica Haley
- 10-09-24
Rolled my eyes a LOT!
I love T James! His voice is everything but he couldn’t even get me to keep listening.
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