
My Unfurling
Emerging from the Grip of Anxiety, Self-Doubt, and Drinking
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Lisa Bozek
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Lisa May Bennett
About this listen
Wicked hangovers. Scary blackouts. Ugly fights with friends. The results of binge drinking weigh heavily on Lisa May Bennett. She tries repeatedly to savor “just a few” glasses of wine—only to find herself passed out on the couch again.
Lisa has a bucket list full of exciting adventures with zero check marks next to them. Her anxiety and self-doubt are crying out for real solutions, not more booze. And her dream of becoming a published writer is fading away. She worries that her love of a good buzz will keep her stuck in this rut. Can she take charge of her life, or is she headed for a disastrous rock bottom?
This touching and funny memoir explores the childhood experiences that paved the way for Lisa’s drinking habit. She examines her complicated relationship with her mother, her experiences as a late bloomer, and her ongoing search for validation. Lisa shares how she began to “unfurl” without alcohol holding her back. But will she stay sober and discover how to truly thrive?
Anyone wondering if they'll ever burst out and follow their dreams will find My Unfurling compelling and hopeful.
©2022 Lisa May Bennett (P)2025 Lisa May BennettListeners also enjoyed...
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- 01-21-23
An amazing narrator, very funny book, but very poignant
Overall very straight forward and to the point. I chose this book because I’m going through a tough time myself!
Beware! She holds nothing back! Lol
Warning! The beginning starts out kind of slow, not a criticism to the writer after you read the book however, that beginning is necessary! So do not give up on the beginning, keep reading!
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