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Michael Crouch
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Tom Ryan
About this listen
It's been a year since the Catalog Killer terrorized the sleepy seaside town of Camera Cove, killing four people before disappearing without a trace. Like everyone else in town, 18-year-old Mac Bell is trying to put that horrible summer behind him - easier said than done since Mac's best friend Connor was the murderer's final victim.
But when he finds a cryptic message from Connor, he's drawn back into the search for the killer - who might not have been a random drifter after all. Now nobody - friends, neighbors, or even the sexy stranger with his own connection to the case - is beyond suspicion. Sensing that someone is following his every move, Mac struggles to come to terms with his true feelings towards Connor while scrambling to uncover the truth.
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- Cody Ray Strimple
- 11-27-22
Ryan and Crouch are a beautiful match.
Ryan’s story is a winding wild ride, and Crouch’s voice places the listener directly in the shoes of the main character. Suspense, heartbreak, and a mystery unlike any I’ve read before.
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- Ray Paramo
- 10-29-19
Excellent Mystery with Some Nice Twists
Tom Ryan’s novel is gripping, engaging, and keeps you guessing. There were a few points throughout the listen when I thought I’d figured something out only to be pleasantly surprised — the ending, though a little unrealistic, was definitely satisfying; I hadn’t accurately guessed the identity of the killer and the reveal was great.
As usual, Michael Crouch nails it with his narration. I do feel that the characters were a little flat, but for the purposes of a YA murder mystery, they serve the plot well. Mac is likable and sweet, but not super interesting otherwise. His love interest felt a little unnecessary, but it didn’t hurt the story at all.
I will say that Ryan’s ability to paint a scene was great; Camera Cove was described beautifully at several points throughout the novel and the town was a perfect backdrop to the mystery! I enjoyed ‘Keep This to Yourself’ very much! Perfect for the spooky Halloween season! 🎃
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- Jarrod Wadsworth
- 06-19-21
A Nice Experince
I really enjoyed this story all the way until the ending. If I had one gripe, I’d say Mac wasn’t super endearing to me as a main character. But I suppose that is subjective. In my opinion, he made a lot of not great decisions in pivotal parts of the story.
But beyond that I really enjoyed the entire experience.
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