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Narrated by:
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Amanda Ronconi
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By:
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Emily Belden
About this listen
Twenty-something Allie Simon is used to playing by the rules - until Chicago's most sought-after, up-and-coming culinary genius, Benji Zane, walks into her world and pulls her into his. The only thing more renowned than Benji's mouthwatering masterpieces and equally luscious good looks? His struggle with addiction and his reckless tendency to live life on the edge, no matter the havoc he wreaks along the way. But loving someone means supporting him no matter what, or so Allie tells herself. That's why, when Benji's offered the chance to light up foodie hot spot Randolph Street with a high-profile new restaurant, Allie takes the ultimate risk and invests her life savings in his dream.
Then one day, Benji disappears, relapsing to a place where Allie can't reach him. Left with nothing but a massive withdrawal slip and a restaurant that absolutely must open in a matter of weeks, Allie finds herself thrust into a world of luxury and greed, cutthroat business and sensory delight. Lost in the mess of it all, she can either crumble completely or fight like hell for the life she wants and the love she deserves.
With razor-sharp wit and searing insight, Emily Belden serves up a deliciously dishy look behind the kitchen doors of a hot foodie town, perfect for fans of Sweetbitter and The Devil Wears Prada.
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- Joanne Cunningham
- 01-08-19
Just finished...
I felt the story was good a bit drawn out though. Amanda Ronconi is a rock star!
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- April
- 01-02-20
Fantastic!
I really enjoyed this book. The humor, wit and drama kept me engaged throughout the entire story. Characters were well developed and narrator was on point. The struggles of life with an addict were real with the lies and manipulation.
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- Bri
- 08-09-23
Hot Mess is the greatest work of literary art IMO
I’ve read all of Emily Beldens books and decided to listen to Hot Mess. It’s such a great story and so well written. I wish they would turn this story into a show or a movie! If only Incould hear this story for the 1st time over and over again…
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