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Everything We Never Had

By: Randy Ribay
Narrated by: JB Tadena, Ramón de Ocampo, Manny Jacinto, Jesse Inocalla
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Winner of the Asian/Pacific American Award for Literature
Longlisted for the National Book Award

From the author of the National Book Award finalist
Patron Saints of Nothing comes an emotionally charged, moving novel about four generations of Filipino American boys grappling with identity, masculinity, and their fraught father-son relationships.

Watsonville, 1930. Francisco Maghabol barely ekes out a living in the fields of California. As he spends what little money he earns at dance halls and faces increasing violence from white men in town, Francisco wonders if he should’ve never left the Philippines.

Stockton, 1965. Between school days full of prejudice from white students and teachers and night shifts working at his aunt’s restaurant, Emil refuses to follow in the footsteps of his labor organizer father, Francisco. He’s going to make it in this country no matter what or who he has to leave behind.

Denver, 1983. Chris is determined to prove that his overbearing father, Emil, can’t control him. However, when a missed assignment on “ancestral history” sends Chris off the football team and into the library, he discovers a desire to know more about Filipino history―even if his father dismisses his interest as unamerican and unimportant.

Philadelphia, 2020. Enzo struggles to keep his anxiety in check as a global pandemic breaks out and his abrasive grandfather moves in. While tensions are high between his dad and his lolo, Enzo’s daily walks with Lolo Emil have him wondering if maybe he can help bridge their decades-long rift.

Told in multiple perspectives, Everything We Never Had unfolds like a beautifully crafted nesting doll, where each Maghabol boy forges his own path amid heavy family and societal expectations, passing down his flaws, values, and virtues to the next generation, until it’s up to Enzo to see how he can braid all these strands and men together.

©2024 Randy Ribay (P)2024 Listening Library
Family Family & Relationships Historical Fiction Literature & Fiction Multicultural

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Critic reviews

Winner of the Asian/Pacific American Award for Young Adult Literature
Longlisted for the 2024 National Book Award for Young People’s Literature
A National Indie Bestseller
A
Publishers Weekly Best YA Book of the Year
A
Kirkus Best YA Book of the Year
An NPR Book We Love of 2024
A
School Library Journal Best YA Book of the Year
A
Booklist Editors' Choice
An
ELLE Staff Pick of the Year
2024 BookBrowse Best YA Award Winner
A CALIBA Golden Poppy Winner
A Mirrors & Windows Award for Excellence in Children's Literature Finalist
A 2025 Texas TAYSHAS Reading List Pick
A Center for the Study of Multicultural Children's Literature Best Book of 2024
A Common Sense Media Best Book of 2024

★ “[An] emotionally resonant tale…Compact storytelling richly layered with Filipino American culture and history provides the backdrop for each father-son relationship as the Maghabols confront personal and familial expectations in both past and present narratives.”—Publishers Weekly, starred review

★ "Told in alternating viewpoints, this strongly characterized novel covers the boys’ struggles with identity against the backdrop of changes in American society. The many heartwarming and heartbreaking moments offer deep insights into intergenerational patterns and how one’s life experiences and upbringing affect parenting and relationships….A powerful and moving family saga."—Kirkus Reviews, starred review

★ “Entwined and exquisite like a taut braid, the narrative expertly weaves the lives of these fathers and sons into a powerful family drama centered on one family's Filipino American experience. Even more impressive than Ribay’s ability to balance four separate point-of-view characters is the way the story immerses the reader in each character’s time period…Ribay vividly and honestly brings these settings to life so the reader can better understand how the characters’ worlds shape them.”—Booklist, starred review

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This was powerful in a more subdued, subtextual way than Patron Saints of Nothing. The characters are super-believable and well developed, and the descriptions are perfectly balanced, exulting in the poignance of the smallest everyday moments as they paint their long arc across four generations. If you're into powerful family chronicles and/or pandemic-era lit, this is the best of both worlds.

Stirring literary YA for the post-pandemic world

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