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Narrated by:
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Bernadette Homerski
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By:
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Barbara Machin
About this listen
We all experience love and romance in life and sometimes hurt. But for some, it can be a more sinister experience of manipulation and physical abuse. This is a story of a young woman who did unfortunately experience this, blaming herself and feeling worthless until she was too frightened to speak out.
This story depicts such a marriage and how she found the strength to fight back and reclaim her life; good versus evil. Just another twist in the rich tapestry we weave as we move through life.
©2020 Barbara Machin (P)2020 Barbara MachinListeners also enjoyed...
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- 10-14-22
very good
Loved it !! this story. the narrator is so fantastic it's like your really there!! good overall
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