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A Tristan Grieves Fragment
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Helena Alice Monger
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Erik Hofstatter
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Liene, the girl with hair colour of angry Etna. Somewhere between 800 and 1000 Celsius. And a much hotter temperament—is gone.
Tristan Grieves. The enigma peeler and ferryman on watered time is moving oars through rough months.
Boomerang throws TG into an ex-serotonin chaser’s house that smells like stolen passports. A flesh horizon where knives sail into. A nicotine party for a ghost exit, where a she-golem built from old betrayals waits. But what do you do when even the sun don’t want you?
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