
Against the Wall
My Journey from Border Patrol Agent to Immigrant Rights Activist
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Jenn Budd
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Jenn Budd
About this listen
Jenn Budd, the only former US Border Patrol agent to continually blow the whistle on this federal agency's rampant corruption, challenges us—as individuals and as a nation—to face the consequences of our actions. Her journey offers a vital perspective on the unfolding moral crisis of our time. She also gives harrowing testimony about rape culture, white privilege, women in law enforcement, LGBTQ issues, mental illness, survival, and forgiveness.
©2022 Jenn Budd (P)2023 KaloramaListeners also enjoyed...
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- Anonymous User
- 05-19-24
a brave Woman to share her story.. corruption in Government
this book is not for me I am a 55 year old man who rides Harleys and likes to shoot guns ..
however that beeing said I am very happy I read this book it sure got me thinking..
and for me any book that makes you think is a good book I gave it 5 stars enjoy
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- L. Stephen Wolfe
- 11-28-23
Must read for every US voter
If you vote, you owe it to your country to read this book. This book is a person memoir, so in may ways it is painful to read. But even more painful is hearing about the abuse suffered by migrants coming north to escape gangs of murderers and grinding poverty in Central America. Few politicians have the courage to oppose the border patrol. If enough voters made a stink about it, it would be disbanded.
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- TeeTalks2 u
- 01-27-23
Brave and compelling
Eye opening account of the US Border patrols racist & sexist culture from the inside.
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