This wasn’t the Fourth of July I wanted it to be. It marked the anniversary of my second miscarriage while I’m still in the thick of grieving our third loss from IVF just three months ago.

I talk about what this weekend looked like and how grief sometimes shows up uninvited.

This is a softer, slower episode about why it’s okay to not feel festive, how I’m learning to protect my heart, and why you’re not a bad person for having big feelings in the middle of someone else’s joy.

Everyone wants to be part of your journey... until you set a boundary. This week on I’m diving into what it really means to protect your peace while walking through infertility. Boundaries aren’t walls, they’re doors. And not everyone gets a key.

Years ago, an accident at 27 delayed our plans to start a family — and this week, I realized that if it hadn’t happened, I’d have school-aged kids right now. That thought stopped me in my tracks.

In this episode, I reflect on the unexpected gifts that came from the detour — a stronger marriage, two businesses, and a version of myself I never would’ve met if life had gone “according to plan.”

This week on Miracle Pending, we’re talking about the real IVF struggle no one prepares you for: the pharmacy chaos. I’m sharing what it’s really like to chase down fertility meds while trying to hold your life together. If you've ever battled a tracking number like your future depended on it... this one's for you.

In this episode, I share the story of my first fertility treatment, the brutal headaches, and the full-blown meltdown I had in Costco next to the adult diapers. Spoiler: hormones are wild, and pharmacists deserve awards.

In this first episode, I’m pulling back the curtain on why I started Miracle Pending. We’re talking about what this podcast will be, what it won’t be, and the heart behind it all: real stories, raw moments, and unwavering hope in the messy middle.