In the second episode of Judd Shaw’s addiction series, Drug Lords and Dead Ends, Shaun Attwood joins the conversation for a raw and riveting first guest appearance. Once a millionaire stockbroker turned international ecstasy trafficker, Shaun sits down with Judd to reveal how two strangers on opposite sides of the drug trade were living dangerously parallel lives in the Arizona scene. With chilling detail, they unpack moments of near-death, cartel entanglements, and the human wreckage left behind—while offering a brutally honest look at what it truly takes to rebuild a life from rock bottom. This episode is an honest, emotional, and ultimately uplifting reminder that owning your story—no matter how dark—can be the key to transformation and purpose.

5 Lessons from the Episode:
- False bravado fails: Fear masked as toughness only deepens destruction; humility is key to surviving.
- Redemption is service: Healing begins when we turn pain into purpose by helping others avoid our path.
- Pride is deadly: The need to impress can drive choices that end lives; self-awareness is life-saving.
- Own your story: Transparency dismantles shame and creates real, authentic human connections.
- Forgiveness frees you: Letting go of resentment toward yourself and others is the true start of transformation.

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CHAPTERS:
00:00 The Parallel Paths of Judd & Shaun
03:22 How It All Started: From Broker to Dealer
08:45 Building a Drug Empire in Arizona
13:00 Inside the Rave Scene & Drug Distribution
18:33 Dealing with Cartels and Biker Gangs
22:50 Encounters with the Gravanos & Mafia Threats
28:11 Money Laundering and Corporate Strategy
33:20 Breaking Points and Narrow Escapes
40:00 Life in Sheriff Joe Arpaio’s Jail
46:12 The Path to Redemption & Activism
51:35 Lessons in Forgiveness and Ayahuasca Healing
56:00 Owning Your Story and Giving Back

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Judd Shaw opens Season 2 of Behind the Armor by confronting the foundation of his personal healing: addiction. Through raw storytelling, Judd shares his descent into substance abuse, validation seeking, and materialism, all rooted in his unmet need for safety and connection. His journey spans from drug trafficking with biker gangs to success-driven burnout as a lawyer. The common thread: unresolved pain. This episode invites listeners to recognize that beneath every addiction—whether substances, success, or validation—is often unhealed trauma, shame, and loneliness waiting to be acknowledged and healed.

Lessons from the Episode:

Pain drives addiction: Healing begins when we address the root wounds, not just the surface behavior.

Success isn't safety: Achievements and wealth cannot substitute for inner peace and genuine security.

Belonging can be dangerous: Seeking connection without discernment can lead to destructive environments.

Vulnerability is strength: Owning personal stories is the first step to true healing and connection.

Healing is a journey: There is another side to pain; perseverance and connection lead the way forward.

CHAPTERS:
00:00 Introduction to Season 2 and addiction theme
02:45 Addiction begins with the search for safety
07:30 Early exposure to drugs and college descent
12:50 Deeper involvement with biker gangs and meth trafficking
18:20 Meth labs in Mexico and encounters with danger
23:10 Arrest fears and escape plan
27:35 Rehab, mental institution, and solitary confinement
33:40 Recovery attempts through validation and success
39:15 Marriage, wealth, and return to substance abuse
43:00 Hitting rock bottom and starting true healing

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Bridgett Burrick Brown is the founder of the Beyond Beauty Project, a movement dedicated to redefining beauty standards and promoting self-acceptance. As a former model turned activist, Bridgett uses her platform to educate and empower individuals struggling with body image issues, particularly in the age of social media. She is a keynote speaker and workshop leader, advocating for media literacy, digital wellness, and mental health awareness. Her work has been featured in major publications, and she continues to be a leading voice in challenging the harmful narratives around beauty and self-worth.

Lessons from the Episode:

Digital wellness starts with us – Children learn from the adults around them. If we obsess over appearances, they will too.

Curate your social media feed – Exposure to diverse body types and real, unfiltered images can help reshape perceptions of beauty.

Set boundaries with technology – Establish screen-free times, limit social media exposure, and prioritize in-person connections.

Encourage self-appreciation – Shift the focus from looks to abilities, accomplishments, and personal strengths.

Take social media breaks – Studies show that even a short break from social media can significantly improve self-esteem.

Learn more about Bridgett & the Beyond Beauty Project:
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Chapters:
00:00 Introduction to Bridgett Burrick Brown
03:45 The Impact of Social Media on Self-Esteem
08:20 The Rise of Filters and Retouching
12:35 The Mental Health Effects of Unrealistic Beauty Standards
18:50 The Role of Adults in Shaping Digital Wellness
24:10 How to Help Kids Build Confidence Beyond Appearance
30:25 Setting Healthy Boundaries with Social Media
37:15 Final Thoughts & Practical Steps

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