Christina and Bella take on an emotional and thought-provoking Q&A. It's Bella's first time in Canada, and the two sit down post-leg-day to talk about the inner work, identity shifts, and uncomfortable truths behind fitness.

From feeling like you don’t belong in the gym to struggling with binge eating, body image, and the pressure to "earn" your rest. They reflect on how their definitions of discipline have evolved, how failure has shaped their strength, and what it truly means to stay committed to the lifestyle for the long haul.

Topics Discussed:

• The internal battle of not feeling worthy of your success and how to stop self-sabotaging when you're finally making progress
• Why building trust in yourself requires going “all in” with structure, repetition, and even monotony for long periods of time before balance can be earned
• The harsh reality that not everyone who "works hard" will see results at the same rate—and how to stay focused anyway
• Bella’s 100+ lb weight loss journey, the loose skin, the judgment, the relapse moments, and what has helped her continue to push forward and build confidence
• How jealousy, resentment, and self-comparison can be signals to dig deeper into your own values and unmet needs
• The emotional toll of loneliness, trauma, sickness, and not having support—and how to own the unfair setbacks instead of shutting down
• Christina’s "bake the cake before you ice it" analogy and how it applies to training, relationships, and lifestyle goals
• What it means to find your people—and why surrounding yourself with those who live the life you want matters

This is not your typical motivational talk. We discuss the messy middle of fitness journeys—and the powerful transformation that happens when you refuse to quit, even when it hurts.

Other Episodes Referenced:

Episode 144 - Bella's Rise From Rock Bottom (Part 1)

https://open.spotify.com/episode/4LO1hGzJhqtapjjai4yEB9?si=Q0bjT7qiST2C17nv_R7GLA

Episode 145 - Bella’s Transition from Bikini to Figure Competitor (Part 2)

https://open.spotify.com/episode/1E8dUKcRIeVRVJOtFk6kiU?si=e1YA_pEYRWe5Tg4Yp159zA

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