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Desiree Rose Day

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Wow

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5 out of 5 stars
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Historia
5 out of 5 stars

Revisado: 08-11-22

I couldn’t stop listening. Great audio book. Had me wanting more stories listened to even the end credits and extra bonus content.

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Breakthrough moments

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5 out of 5 stars
Ejecución
5 out of 5 stars
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5 out of 5 stars

Revisado: 06-12-22

As a child I experienced profound complex trauma, generational trauma, adult child of alcoholism and two time fire survivor. I’ve loved my life in extreme trauma. Wearing my trauma like a badge of honor over functioning deep embedded co-dependent behaviors. A child born into a toxic dysfunctional family narratives past on…rooted in negativity. I’ve always felt stuck not realizing the trauma of my life. I repressed memories, I created tolerable narratives to explain or justify the things I experienced that were out my control. I’m highly intuitive and give deeply to others. I have internal rage issues and can be a star at work and perform low at home. My adult son went through serious addiction and life/death experiences with extreme loss. I created an addict, I dove into therapy with him and help “save” him when he “saved” me by bringing to light my childhood I refused to remember. I chose a career in HR helping resolve conflicts and taking on other peoples energies. I bonded with co-workers through traumatic experiences never realizing I enjoyed the pain. It was constant reminder of my unworthiness. My family is indigenous both Hawaiian and Alaskan Native. Horrific acts of genocide and my descendants were of boarding school era ripped from their homes and forced to learn a better way of life. Taught immense shame. My family was toxic and I was toxically loyal in a constant karpman triangle between victims, persecutors, and rescuer’s. I have to unlearn destructive habits so I can serve as a healthy role model to my children who are worthy of a happy and whole mother. In my broken pieces of myself I found love for myself. Strength in a higher power and the ability to let go. Addiction is no stranger. I’ve been taught it at a young age….what I loathed I became. Always trying so hard to better myself not realizing I needed to Face my past and understand it for what it was and the destructive patterns I learned I can unlearn too. Thank you this audio was life changing for me. I am on the road to healing and this help open those doors to see myself trapped by my past living a Groundhog Day nightmare of continued pain as if it is all I deserve. We are so much more worthy and I believe and place rest in a higher power. Thank you for this book it gave me deep insight. I can begin to recover

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